"Mitchie, sometimes I don't know if I am straight. I mean, that label just doesn't describe me; at least I don't think it does. I mean, don't get me wrong you know I'm attracted to boys…But at the same time. I don't know, it's harder than that. I mean sometimes I think I might be a lesbian, but at the same time sometimes I think I'm not at all. Mitchie, I sometimes think that I would date you if I could. But….Shane, and you, are you know…dating and so I guess I think that…"
"Caitlyn. Sometimes I wish that Shane and I will break up so that I can date you."
"Wait, Mitchie. Are….are you serious?"
"Yes, Cat. I mean, why wouldn't I want to date you? You're…everything to me. You really are. I love you in everyway, and you just understand me. Dating you would be so very easy. We understand each other."
"Your dating someone else Mitchie."
"I know, I know. But it's not like Shane and I are going to get married. I mean, I don't even think we're going to last that long, honestly."
That was the conversation that started everything. That was the conversation that started this whole 'thing' with my best friend.
What can I do when I know for a fact that I am absolutely in love with her? And what can I do when I have not the slightest clue if she is in love with me?