Roc:
(Sighs) It All Started When, I Was In The 9th grade. My Mom Had Gotten Remarried To This Guy… His Name Is Jon. He Has A Son Named Princeton.. He's About The Same Age As Me. He's A Totally Asshole. He would Always Pick On Me. Talk About How Short I was. Yet, I Started To Have Weird Feelings Towards Him. When, He Touched Me I felt A Spark. It Sicken me To My Stomach. But, That Didn't Stop Me. One Day We Were Left Home Alone And We Were Watching (Chuckles) Adventure Time. He Was Actually Nice Me For Once. I Smiled. You Know Maybe He Felt Those Weird Feeling Like I Was…
Doctor:
(Looks At Roc) Was He Mr. Young?
Roc:
(Shrugs His Shoulders) I Guess… I Got Closer To Him And We You Know… Kissed. He Pushed Me Away And Ran Upstairs (Sighs) We Didn't Talk For At Least Two Week He Started To Hurt Me Psychically. Hit Me, Kick Me And I Would Let Him Cause I felt Bad Cause I Truamatized Him. Honestly, I Didn't Know What I Was Thinking.
Doctor:
Did You Ever Fight Back?
Roc:
(sighs) Yea… Once And That Led To Our First Time… You Know… (Air Quotations) And… It was The Best Feeling In The World… I Loved it. He Told Me Not To Tell Anyone Cause, He's Not Gay. I Only Shook My Head As I Was Only Blinded By Love. We Went On Like This For Awhile Then, One Day We Almost Got Caught By My Mom… And Then Princeton COMPLETELY CHANGED.
Doctor:
(Confused) what Do you Mean COMPLETELY CHANGED?
Roc:
(sighs) We Used To Be In Love… He Treated Me Like I Was His Boyfriend But, After That Incident He Just Changed He Started To Hurt Me Again…. Told Me I was Gunna Go To Hell. That I Was A Mistake… I Should Kill Myself… (sniffles) And I Actually Believed Him Cause I Loved Him With All My Heart. I Mean Why Would The Man That I Love So Much Could Hurt Me So Bad… So, Then One Day I tried Killing Myself…
Doctor:
And That's How You Ended Up In Rehab?
Roc:
(Looks Down) No… They Had Found Me In My Room And Called The ER… I Lied And Said I Accidently Took Them Thinking They were Candy. It Was So weird Cause When, The Parents Left Princeton & I Alone. He Kissed Me So Sweetly… He Told Me To Never Do That Again That He couldn't Live without Me. (Sniffles) He Told Me He Loved Me And I'm Always His. (Starts To Cry) I Believed Him…. When I Came Home My Parents Had To Work So They Left Princeton To Take Care Of Me. And We Made Love Then He Held Me. Called Me His Beautiful Angel Talked About How We Were Gunna Get Married And (I've Always Wanted To Write M-Preg LOL So, Bare With Me) How I Was Gunna Have His Kids. (Chuckled) He Practically Had Our Future Planned Out. Then… (Sighs) He Changed Up On Me Again. The More He Change The More Worse It Got… It Gotten So Bad I Had To Go To The Hospital For A Sprained Wrist. So, Slowly I Gave Up On Life… How Can I Live If The Person I Love Hates Me So Much…. How Could He Hate Me So Much? All I Ever Wanted Him To Do Is Love Me…
Doctor:
(passes Him The Box Of Tissues) Do you Wanna Stop?
Roc:
(shakes His Head) I'll Be Fine (Sniffles) I Slowly Started To Lose My Life… I Just Hated Everything. Then, One Day I Did It Again… Ended Up In A Coma For A Week Then, My Parents Forced Me To Rehab… (sighs) It was Nice Up There In Aspen. The People Were Nice. The Food Was Good. My Parent Visited Once In Awhile. One Day Princeton Visited Alone. (Sighs) It Was The Best Visit Ever… He Held My Hand Sung To Me A Song He wrote For Me And Told Me We'll Work Out. That He Gunna Take All My Pain Away….
Doctor:
(Smiles) And What Happened?
Roc:
(Sighs) He Ended Up Having A Girlfriend When I Got Back Home.
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