So this has been completely gone over and redo I was bored but didn't have the time to completely make a new story so i thought re-writting an old one would be a good idea, I hope who ever reads it likes and if anyone wants then I will make a second chapter because i actually had gotten really in to it by the ending.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN URABOKU, got i wish i did thought because i love Luka so much.

Ch.1 – Tears of both anger and sadness

It was like any normal day, I was walking home from school with Yuki a kid in my class. It was just beautiful out but that didn't last long, the day had gone to hell fast as we were attacked and he was killed right in front of my eyes. I was now just sitting there shocked covered in his blood as his body rested in front of me. Suddenly there was a black sword flying right at me. It missed me by less than an inch I was so shocked from Yuki's death that I didn't even notice it at first, it was so close that it even took some of my hair off. This black haired man walked out of the bush slowly anger was showing on his face as he walked towards me and Yuki, he leaned down and picked Yuki up.

I remembered now who he was it was Zess, the man that would come to pick Yuki up some days, he stared down at my blood covered body, "What did you do to him?"

I just stared up at him in horror as tears began to drip down from my eyes," I didn't do anything, I could never hurt Yuki."

Zess looked down at me in anger, "Then why are you completely drenched in his blood from head to toe."

I looked at myself and jumped, "This men attacked us with extremely large swords and when they swung at me he jumped in between, I couldn't do anything to help him as they disappeared. I sound crazy don't I people don't run around lugging giant swords and just disappear after."

Zess just looked at me and muttered, "Lies, you are telling me nothing but lies so you can get away, you were the one who killed Yuki."

I was ready for the man to strike me down when suddenly the person I had thought was gone already stopped the man from swinging his sword and ending my small existence.

Yuki reached his hand up and touched Zess's hand, "Luka please stop he's my friend Lex... he didn't do this..."

Yuki started violently coughing as Zess held on to him tighter, "Hang on Yuki, I'll save you so just hang on."

Yuki didn't respond because he already knew that it was the end, he was already too far gone, his organs had been destroyed and he had lost way to much blood. But Zess wouldn't except it, so he grabbed my arm and started to run back to the Giou residents, he clearly refused to let Yuki go, but Lex understood well who would let someone they clearly love so much go so easily, who wouldn't fight for the most important person to them. When we got there he dragged me inside, he shoved me in to a chair roughly and then told me to sit. After he quickly rushed down the hallway and took Yuki in to the doctor's room. The doctors did all they could, but they were only able to keep Yuki alive long enough for him to say goodbye to Luka. Luka kissed Yuki gentle on the forehead and then leaned down whispering something not hearable to anyone else other than his orange haired lover and then Yuki slowly drifted to sleep. Everyone in the room knew instantly the second his eyes closed that he was gone and was never again going to wake-up. Zess leaned over Yuki's body for along time with his hand in his and then when he stood up he came out with tears dripping from his eyes, anyone one nearby was surprised to see him crying.. He was furious as he grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the house behind him.

Once we were quite a distance away he stopped walking and turned to look at me, "Tell me who caused Yuki's death now, what did he look like."

I looked at him with tears in my eyes because his grip on my wrist was way too tight, "I don't know, I can't remember."

Zess stopped and I just looked at him, he was still crying but these new tears were tears of sadness for the loss of the one he loved most in the world, before he was crying out of anger, and now sadness was the only thing I could find in those slowly dripping tears. I couldn't stop myself as i gently put my hand on his shoulder and tried to comfort him the best I could, but I could tell with just one look in his eyes that he thought that he now had no reason in the world left to live.

I looked up at him with a sad smile, "You know you're ok, Yuki may now be gone, but you got to at least say goodbye to him".

Zess looked away as he let go of my wrist, "My life is over now I have no reason left to live, he won't be resurrected again since they did what needed."

I just smiled and stared into his beautiful deep gray eyes. When looking at him he pulled every part of your soul into him with his deep grey eyes. So beautiful, but scary at the same time, it was amazing how something so amazing could even be scary. There's voice in the back of your head that tells you to never touch him, but you can't help it when the hottest guy ever is crying for someone who died saving you. You just have to reach out to him and try to help, because you'll always know that you were the thing that caused the pain he was feeling.

I looked down at the ground, "Just trust me you'll have to create a new reason to live, because that is your only choice, when you can do nothing else you should do what you can, because Yuki wouldn't want you to suffer and you know it, he wouldn't want anyone to suffer."

Zess smiled as the tears that fell like rain stopped and he finally looked the way he should, strong and stoic. Zess stood up and then put his hand out and helped me stand up, right at that moment something attacked us. I looked at it and everything that happened in the earlier events came rushing back. I collapsed to the ground and backed up slightly.

I yelled in fear, "It's... The guy from earlier"

Zess attacked the dura, but it was a high level and he just dodged it and then he attacked Zess back. With one swift move it injured both of Zess's legs so that he couldn't stand. When it went to kill Zess, I moved by instinct in front of him to block the attack to protect him and got seriously hurt and all cut up, the pain took over as i collapsed and fell back in to Zess's arms.

Zess looked at me angry, "Don't sacrifice the life Yuki gave everything away to protect."

I smiled at him, "But sacrificing my life for yours sounds like something he would do, and if I could protect you in his place I think it would be a good way to go, its not like I'm needed int his world anyways."

Zess stood up as well as he could and killed the Dura using a little bit of magic. He was surprised by what I had just said clearly. He healed his legs and then he used some more magic to heal my wounds up alittle.

I looked at him and then at my wounds and watched as they closed up a little, "What just happened, how am I still alive, why did they heal up a little."

Zess helped me up and we walked over to the wall next to us and I collapsed against it, "I used some healing magic on you, I'm not the best at it but it could keep you alive."

I looked at him, "If you could do that to help me then why couldn't you use it to save Yuki."

Zess looked down, "I couldn't use it one him because his wounds were deeper than yours, and even if I had tried I don't think it would have worked on him."

I stayed there sitting beside him as the lights in the sky faded to dark and day became night. This was just the beginning of everything that I didn't know was very soon to come. I knew a lot more about the situation then they all though and was involved in it all but in a different way, well I didn't know about the Giou then but I already knew about the Dura's, since I like Zess had already lost my lover, but mine did it to keep me safe. I lost Raiden before any of them knew me, before I had come here after I had things sealed away, right now I didn't know it would all get unsealed but I wish I had because I would have left I didn'twant what I had sealed away to open because it would just hurt me and everyone around me.

I shall warn everyone now that i am a crazy yaoi fan girl and the rating may go up latter but for now nothings going on in it so if it does get lemony i'll change the rating but for now its going to stay T. Anyways I hope everyone enjoyed reading and if eveyrone likes I'll try and update by the end of the month, but I have no time this week so more then likely nothing for the next week. Anyways if you liked please review.