Love Rose
Chapter 1: Sophia Hakuru
Hello, im Sophia Hakuru and im 12 years old. I cant wait till highschool tomorrow. There is a reason for that and i would like to tell you why. The very reason why i'm so excited to go to high school is because, back in primary, i was known as a very quiet girl. I couldn't get along with my class. I really wanted to start up with a conversation. But no matter how hard i try, i just couldn't get them to start a conversation with me. Once, i had the guts to ask one girl in my class named koruko her skype name so that i could talk to her there, she added me and we talked to each other a bit. Then the next day, i thought koruko would start a real conversation with me after chatting to me on skype. But she didn't. So i asked more people for their skype. Soon after that, i once again thought they would talk to me after skype, but they didn't say a word. Then, the people who i aksed for skype in my class, well.. they all deleted me. Thats when i felt hated. It was just too harsh. But i was only quiet with my class, the truth is, i could talk to other people who are not in my class. Its because i used to annoy everyone in my class the year before i was quiet. I really hated it, and i wanted to change my attitude. I even wished for that to happen. And guess what, that wish came true. But it didn't turn out as well. I guess people were amazed when they noticed me talking to people on orientation day at highschool. I'm really good at making new friends. Just not with my class.
Mums gone out shopping, while I'm sitting in my room chatting to people on skype who don't go to my school. I was pretty shocked when my cousin, Sue, told me that she dosn't want to make new friends in highschool. She said it's because she has enough friends already. She has plenty of friends. Total opposite of me. She dosn't even know i'm quiet, And we never keep secrets to each other. Someday i'll tell her. But i bet she would want to make friends next year. I know she would. So yes, my life is pretty much going to change alot tomorrow.
But even though i know i will make new friends, what if i make new enemies? I'm also kind of nervous. Highschool is a whole lot different then primary. I have another thought, What if i have a new crush? I would never love any one else besides Ryan.. I miss him. He used to go to the same club as me, But then he quit which was really upsetting and got me thinking about him. I'm still thinking about him now. He quit in August. The month before my birthday! But i don't think i will have a crush in highschool. well, i think i wont.
It's getting late, i should get some rest. Mum still hasn't returned yet. Thats just normal because she shops until its really late. I dont think i would get any sleep tonight. Thinking about highschool tomorrow.. I turned my lamp off and before i knew it, i fell asleep.
To be continued...