So this my second attempt at a fan fiction I lost inspiration for the first one I also got lazy, so I'm human so sue me!

This is an out of character fanfic so if you don't like it, leave. Also it's a Bella and Jasper pairing. I'm telling you know this will contain a lot of swearing.

I'm not going to explain the setting because its midnight and I'm tired, figure it out yourself and if you have any questions PM me or leave a review. I am open to any constructive criticism and suggestions just know this is my story and I will do what I want with it.

I DON'T OWN ANYTHING (except for a few bits and pieces) IT ALL BELONGS TO ITS RESPECTFUL OWNERS!

Sarawashere xx

Chapter One: Endings and Beginnings.

It was the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end. I don't know, it's all the same to me. I knew I would end up in this position one day I just didn't think it would be today, I thought it would be years away and I wouldn't be alone. But alas I was here standing beside my mother's grave trying to act like I was breaking down, that this was the last straw, but it wasn't. Charlie, I mean Dad was the last straw, once he was gone it was like I had no parents, mum was too flighty to be considered a parent and now she no longer was. She was dead.

It turns out that I had a third cousin, few times removed or some shit. Basically it means I have a living "relative" that is chashed up enough to put up with me for a couple of years until I finished school. I was going to meet her at my place tomorrow at midday right before we left for her place; Forks, Washington. I had the rest of the day and night to say goodbye to my friends. Once the reception ended I jumped into Bruce's car along with Anna, Daniel and MJ (no, no the infamous MJ).

"So are the rest of the gang gonna meet us at Daniel's?" I asked to break the awkward silence, they all knew I hated my mother and wasn't really upset, they just didn't know what to say.

"Yep" Anna squeaked "Josh just has to pick up the grog, this is gonna be one hell of a going away party!" God I love that girl she's crazy as fucking bat shit and as evil as the devil himself but we loved each other to death, she's my bestie along with Bruce who is my voice of reason and keeps me from doing really stupid shit. Yup I'm gonna miss these guys.

"And I even have a surprise for you Bella" Daniel said in an ominous tone. MJ slapped him over the head.

"Dude don't say it like it's the end of the fucking world, it's going to be a fucking epic party of epic fucking proportions that will be fucking talked about for fucking years to come! Do you fucking get it?" MJ screamed at Daniel, leaving us in silence again. The tension was obvious I was leaving tomorrow and I probably wouldn't be visiting anytime soon, we all knew it we just didn't mention it, the unspoken rule. We're a really tight group of friends, kind of like a support group all of us has issues, a group of loners in need of understanding and empathy that banded together to get through the tough times. Here I am leaving them, I knew I was going to be fine but I didn't know about the others. We all joked that I was the cement of the gang keeping everyone together, but it was true I have always been fine on my own but the rest weren't, and I was worried.

"Fuck" I muttered underneath my breath.

"If anyone else says fuck in the next minute I think we might just hit the big 'O'" Anna said all matter of factly. And with that everyone cracked up, like I said; crazy as batshit.

As soon I as walked inside I heard my favourite song playing and Josh popped out from around the corner with a bottle of Rum and Tequila in each hand and gestured to the small table filled with all sorts of Alcohol.

"Surprise" he sang as Corey, Sammy, Jaz, Amber, Hayden, Brooke and Jye walked out the foggy from with drinks in hands. After all the greetings I finally noticed the fog hanging around.

"Daniel, you fixed the fog machine!" I gasped as a hugged him.

"Surprise" he muttered as he handed me a drink. Poor sullen Daniel.

Soon enough we were all sitting around the room playing some drinking game which resulted in drinking, stripping, drinking and oh yeah drinking. As Amber was guzzling something looking pretty toxic, Jye leaned over and whispered into my ear, "How about some goodbye sex, you know, for old times' sake."

I looked over at him, something about him looked like he really needed this, needed to know that I was still going to love him no matter what. I put my lips to his ears and replied "It depends."

His eyes lit up "On what?"

"How fast you can get me out of here" He shot up and started dragging me out unnoticed by everyone else. I was going to wake up with one hell of a hangover tomorrow but hell it was my last night with friends and I was going to enjoy myself.

I woke up in my room, with a massive headache, I had no idea how I got here. I rolled over to escape from the harsh sunlight, to find an inhumanly beautiful woman looking at me with amusement, she was about average height and quite thin, with black, wavy hair. Her features were undeniably Mexican but her skin was porcelain. Weird. She was probably in her mid-twenties but her coal black eyes told a different story they full of eternal horror and evil so harsh, I flinched.

She smiled, well tried, it came out more like a grimace "Hello my name is Maria, you're new parental guardian and you have slept in." I rolled over, looked over at my clock and sure enough it was one eighteen in the afternoon. Fuck, shit and stuff, this was not how I wanted to meet her.

So review if you want, im not pressuring you *Dooooooooo Ittttttttttttt*

Im working on the next chapter as you read, so untill next time

Sarahwashere xx