Preface:
My back pressed here, against the place I thought was my haven, made the thoughts running through my mind even worse. I was scared of the dark figure coming closer but that wasn't why I was so frightened. My thoughts were centered on those who I was leaving behind when this shadow completed his mission. Mainly one person. After everything that had happened since we met I couldn't imagine a worse way to leave this Earth. Not even getting to see his face one last time. I knew it was my last moments on this planet because of that hungry look in his burgundy eyes. There was no way I could be saved from this monster. It was hopeless to even think about screaming for him. But I couldn't help it. This moment tugged on my memory, hadn't I seen this before? If I wasn't so preoccupied with what was in front of me I could have thought I had my best friends power, seeing into the future. That would be something to laugh at but I was in no mood, the fear filling in every corner of my mind. My eyes traveled down to my left hand and to the glimmering stones that held on tightly to my finger. I could feel the tears welling up in my already red, puffy eyes as my heart lurched in pain. Here I was caring about myself when my thoughts should be on him. What would happen when he found out? I couldn't let him get himself hurt, just because I wasn't there anymore. Even though I wanted him to live on I also couldn't imagine my life, and after life, without him. No, he had to be able to move on. But the words he said rang in my head. Bella, I can't live in a world where you don't exist. But he could, he had to.