Hola! So I'm back...with a long delay...this is my first Twilight fic and my longest intro focusing on one time period. Yay! Anyway, I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I am not a Cullen, so I did not create or come up with any of the Cullens or Twilight or New moon or Eclipse. I own nothing but this story and my two main charaters. Happy?! i didn't break the damn rules...stupid volutri...
Enjoy while i go crazt physco vampire!
I honestly didn't know what to do. I was confused and lost. I didn't know how things got this way, but they did and I could do nothing about them. I loved my life, and never once wanted to leave it behind, but now I thought it would be best. Now I knew it was time. It was time for me to leave again.
I walked out of my room and descended down the stairs, carrying my backpack; stuffed with all I would need. When I reached the end of the stairs I saw their faces. Some were sad, disappointed and even mad. But one, one was gentle and worried. Tears came to my eyes as I looked at every single face. I was hurting so badly right now. Then he came downstairs.
He saw my bag and the look on everyone's faces. He knew what this meant, but he didn't want to face the truth. I turned around to face him, my green eyes red and swollen with tears, my cheeks red, and my bright red hair covering my face; in attempt to hide my face from the world.
He said one thing, just one thing. One word, before I left. His voice was husky and sexy. And that one word probably was the hardest thing that I had to hear or would ever hear.
"Why?" Tears fell from my eyes. He knew I loved him, so he wouldn't understand, he never would.
"I'm sorry. I have to. Goodbye." I turned away form him and started to walk again, unsure of where I was headed. I walked past each face whose eyes followed me and I cried more.
Then I broke out into a run. I just ran, I didn't know to where but I just did. In my need to get away I didn't think where I just knew when. And I knew that it was now.
My thoughts raced and surrounded what I did; I didn't know what I did or even why I did it, I just did. Things were so different now. And even though I loved the people who had surrounded me in that room, even though I would always love them, I knew I could not stay there. There was just a feeling in my gut that told me to get out, so that's what I did. I got up and left. Leaving the thing, the people and the places I loved most behind. It hurt so badly but I knew it was what had to be done. And so by saying goodbye I ended one's story, but truly began my own. One that didn't start with hello or happy happy joy joy. But one that stated with heartbreak, pain, loss, and an ending.
My story starts here, after I run off, not before. My story isn't like the one's that came before mine. It's nothing like that. My story starts with the one word that ends most. My story starts with goodbye.
It is only the begining! You'll find out more about her in the next chapter! I hope you enjoyed! Review and Edward will love you!!
(not really...cuz he's mine! Grrr .)
Until next time
Rei aka Chris cullen
