Just Listen, Just Know
You know something Roxas? What we do with each other – it's not supposed to be possible. Bullshit, right?
They say we don't have Hearts. Maybe we don't. Do we really need them to feel? Based on how tightly you wrap your legs around my waist, I'd say no.
You have it the worst out of all of us. You can't remember anything before becoming a nobody. Damnit Roxas – I wish you would just stop trying to find out more about yourself. Yeah, I know, don't even bother starting – but seriously. If you keep this up, something's going to happen that's so bad, I won't be able to help you.
Damn. You were the cutest thing when you first showed up, you know? Blue eyes all wide and confused. That blond hair looking like it was begging to be ruffled. You have the softest hair in all the Worlds, did you know that? I didn't have a lot of comparisons, but I can trust my fingers know your's is the softest.
And your voice. Fuck, you can drive me to kill with the way you moan beneath me. The faces you make during our times together aren't bad either – half the time just the way you look up at me when you come sets me off.
Why'd you do it Roxas? Why didn't you listen to me? How many times did I warn you? Guess I should've tried harder.
I fucking hate how this place always rains. The one clear night we get, you choose to leave. Smart on your part I guess, but you know what would've been smarter? If you had stayed your ass here and listened to me. I sure as Hell hope you were too pissed-off to notice what you were saying that night Roxas. That hurt me. 'No one would miss me'? Really? You had to say something like that to me? I honestly thought we were more than that.
I told you so, you know. We did come after you. Not the way I figured we would, but just as bad. At least if I had been sent to kill you, I could run away with you and never look back. This is so much worse.
Why don't you recognize me? It's Axel – A-X-E-L, got it memorized? I like the new outfit on you – it really shows your arms. Makes you look like a punk, but it's cute. Wish those pants did a better job of hugging your ass though – but I can fix that.
You should've come with me, Roxas. Things woulda been a lot simpler if you did. But, I guess that wasn't in the cards for us. You got to be whole again. I was able to see both you and Sora made it through to the end.
I've caused a couple of our members to Fade, you know. It fucking sucks. I always thought they were exaggerating when they would fall to their knees and scream. Apparently they weren't. It feels like everything inside of your body is being sucked-out from all around, like a vacuum.
It was worth it. I hope we can see each other again, Roxas. I want you to listen real close now, alright?
I'm going to find you again. I'm going to tell you I love you.
With all my Heart.