For Crying Out Loud

By sandy bunny

Disclaimer: I do not own any xmen characters. If I did I wouldn't be writing a fan fic now would I??? There's your big hint I'm writing a FANFIC...I also don't know the song For Crying Out Loud that is owned by Anita Cochran.

Summary:: This is a song fic of Rogue's thoughts of Logan. That basically it. Just something that crossed my mind at 3 am. Always a fun time to write.
Review please please please
P.s. the italic words mean that's the song
*****************************************************

*You're trying to forget
But can't believe how long it's taken
You see him on the street and
Still feel your poor heart breaking
Don't let him see that it hurts that much
Don't let him see it's been that rough
Don't even let him think that you even miss him at all.*

She looked up seeing him walk by, his arm around yet another girl. He seemed to attract them like flies to honey. He whispered something in the woman's ear, it made her blush. She had an idea on what it was, she knew him so well. Knew most of his lines and his thoughts. What he preferred and what he would take. Even with all that she was far away from him.

*If he's out in the crowd just pretend that you don't see him
Look the other way make believe that you don't need him
Don't let him take your dignity
Don't let him make you feel so weak
Don't let him think that he even crosses your mind*

She looked back at the group she was with, pretending not to see him with the woman. She smiled and laughed with her friends acting as if nothing was wrong. She flirted with bobby. Not noticing the fact that he was watching her from a distance.she wouldn't let him know she was hurt. Wouldn't let him know she wished it was her he was whispering to.

*And if he ever ask
Just say you're all right
And put on your brightest smile
Till he's out of sight
Then if you gotta cry*

He had asked her once how she was, after he had been with a girl and saw an odd expression on her face. She had lied, told him she was fine, that nothing was wrong. She smiled her smile, the one she saved for only him, and asked him who she was. He rambled on about her, while inside her heart was breaking in pieces.

*You can cry in your sleep
Cry in your heart
Cry in your pillow
Cry in the dark
You can cry in your dreams
Cry in your mind
But cry on the inside if he walks by
Cause you just hate yourself Anyhow
For crying out loud*

That night she cried in her pillow, so quiet no one could hear her. She always found time alone to do so. No one knew she was hurt no one knew she cried about it. She wouldn't let them. She had to act like it wasn't anything. She couldn't let them know she was this weak that it hurt her so.and never would she let him see how much she loved him.

*You can cry in your sleep
Cry in your heart
Cry in your pillow
Cry in the dark
You can cry in your dreams
Cry in your mind
But cry on the inside if he walks by
Cause you just hate yourself Anyhow
For crying out loud*