This was suppose to sound beautiful and heart touching but I'm no writer like you, but I can only hope this will make you smile at me when I next see you…
Sorry, 'sigh' hell even saying "I'm so sorry" is an understatement of how guilty I feel and how much I regret what I did, and now I'm just sitting on my bed, the tears from my eyes cold on my cheeks and my heart twisty and turning to escape the body of some jerk who does not act as if he possess one, someone who does not deserve one.
If I had a time machine, well if I could go back and stop myself, I would still deserve to be hated for even thinking about it and no matter how hard I shut my eyes I cant, all a can see is you, I can't go back.
That's the problem with life you don't get second chances, a way of making everything go back to the way they were and even though you could offer me one, things will never be the same…
And If we where in each others positions I wouldn't know what to do, me? Well I might forgive you, but that's the difference you would never do it to me.
But although I'm sad to be saying all this, for a few moments I've been happy as I've remembered some of the most amazing and funniest times we've had, when I was down how you always picked me back up again, this massive a list of many things that I still owe you for…
And I just want another chance to pay you back all that I owe you, just another chance to tell you what you meant to me, what you still mean to me now as I'm writing this in tears, you still make me happy and I still love you and I just wanted you to see that I cant lose you not now and not ever.
I love you Jelly-Bean I just hope you still love me
From what's left of the heart and soul of Rolly-Polly xxx
P.S. To anyone who desides to read this randomly I'm not gonna say what i did but if you need to know ask her, her names Willow-Roxie and she probibly the best Writer on here and I Love her...