Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of these characters used. All though.. I wish I did !
This is my second fan fiction and it may go a bit slow, but don't give up on me! It gets good. I planned the whole story out in my head, so I should be able to get the chapters out fast, but reviews would definitely make me write faster. ;) Anyways.. Here's Lost Love. Enjoy!.
Bella's point of view.
He danced across the meadow to me. His skin glimmered in the sun. He was so beautiful. I have never though of a guy as beautiful until I met him.. His face.. His topaz eyes. Him. Edward.. My Edward. He gently sat down next to me and took my face in his hands. "Bella.." he whispered so quietly I could barely make out my name. Then I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.
I pushed my fingers through his hair and held on tightly. I pushed my lips to his and got dizzy instantly, as expected. I was annoyed at how little it took for him to dazzle me. I didn't deserve him. Look at him.. A god at the least. He was a beautiful, smart, super talented, dazzling, vampire! Then look at me. Isabella Swan. A normal human. Well.. Normal probably wasn't the word. I was clumsy, slow, average looking.. He was just too perfect.
Edward kissed me more passionately then he would usually allow. I moaned as his lip traced my bottom lip and made it's way into my mouth. Our teeth clashed and our tongues dueled, not for long, until I needed to breath. Edward was the first to pull away chuckling, and out of breath too.
Edward lay back on the ground and pulled me down with him. I set my head on his chest and shivered, although it was warm outside. I snuggled up closer to him and wound my fingers in his. He rolled over to face me and his eyes were no longer topaz, but coal black. I gasped and covered my mouth to keep from screaming.
"Edward, you need to hunt. I'll be fine for a few hours. Please.." He quieted me by putting his finger to my lips. "I have everything I need right here." I was about to protest when Edward bent down and kissed my throat. I gasped but laughed at myself for thinking he would actually change me. I only dreamed of that.
Then it all happened so fast. Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in my neck as Edward bit down into me. The place where he bit me felt so cold.. I screamed out in pain as the bite got hot. I felt poison serging through my veins. The pain was so powerful, and I was so weak.. I could smell blood but was in too much pain to react. Edwards poison was inside of me!
The pain, dizziness, shock all wore me out. A few tears escaped me and ran down my cheek. Edward sat up and stared into my eyes, completely disgusted with himself. "Bella! My Bella! I didn't mean to I just.. Bella! Bella..." Then everything I knew went black.
I felt numb. My whole body ached. I cursed uncontrollably for the short seconds when I could feel the pain. It felt like it's been an eternity, but in reality it's been about three days. I lay with my eyes closed and wait for the pain to disappear so I can wake up. Then it stopped.
Slowly, slowly I open my eyes. I can see light and I shutter away from it. My eyes aren't quite adjusted but they'll get use to it. The room I'm in is an average room. A bed, closet, a few clothes on the ground. The walls are a light color and the one window in the room is not the one I remember Edward climbing in and out of.
Edward.. I panicked and searched for my love, but he was nowhere to be seen. He must be hunting I though. I tried to remember what had happened, but couldn't. Edward could tell me when I see him. I smiled and laid back down on the bed I was on and shot back up and realized I didn't know where I was. I recognized it I just couldn't remember where it was.
I wanted to scream. I wanted Edward to hear. I wanted to yell until somebody stopped me. So I did.
I let out a huge yell and kept screaming for about thirty seconds before someone very familiar came running through the door. It was my best friend. My personal sun. My Jacob. "Bells! Bells are you okay? What happened! Are you hurt? Did you fall out of bed again?! Bella!" Jacob was frantic asking me questions. I couldn't think of anything to say so I said the first thing that came into my head. "I don't know."
Jacob was at my side in no less then two seconds. He looked different to me.. Shorter maybe? Was he ever tall? We were about the same height from what I could tell, but I was laying down and he was sitting on the bed next to me. The atmosphere changed immediately when he came to my side. I was actually relieved.
"Jacob?" I asked. I was surprised at how my voice sounded. So quiet. So vulnerable. "Yeah Bells?" I smiled and looked around. "Why am I in your room Jacob." I asked simply. Jacob blushed under his russet skin and chuckled. "Well, you got tired from running around all night. Well.. three nights actually.. You were to tired to run home so you changed back and I carried you home. Well, my home of course." He smiled and frowned when he saw me wide eyed. "What?" He asked worried.
"Changed? Run home? Three nights!? Jake, what's going on!" I shrieked. Jacob looked very worried. "Uh Bells? You feeling okay?"
"No I'm not okay! I was in pain for three nights, I wake up in your house, and Edward isn't even here to comfort me!" Jacobs face twisted in pain, or maybe sympathetically. "Bells.. for one, you were with the pack for three nights strait; Two you are in my room because this is where you are almost all the time. Thirdly, Who's Edward?" I gasped and put my hand over my mouth.
"Who's Edward!? Are you crazy Jacob! My fiancée perhaps!?" I shoved my left hand at him and his eyebrows made a 'V' shape, because where Edwards mother Elizabeth's ring used to be a new ring was that I didn't recognize. "Bells..? You sure your okay..?" I started searching for the ring. Maybe it dropped when I was sleeping. I looked frantically until Jacob grabbed my wrists and kissed my fingers. I glared up at him and I shook angrily.
"Bella, please calm down. Charlie is already upset with your loss of clothes. You've lost about twelve outfits in the past two weeks alone.. Breath." I glared at Jacob with every ounce of hatred in my body. Why was he lying to me like this? I was just with Edward! How could he not remember Edward! Maybe this was some sick game he was playing with me.
"What the hell are you talking about Jacob Black! Don't tell me you don't know who Edward is! The love of my life is who Edward is! His mothers ring was just here.. Now it's replaced with this ring that I have never seen." I threw the tiny ring onto the ground and it landed with a cling and my sight got blurry. I could barely see, but it wasn't too blurry to notice Jacob's face twist in pain.
"Bella.. I gave you that ring.. Your my fiancée. I love you with all my heart! Don't you remember.." Jacob started shaking and crying as well. I was so confused. I wanted nothing more then to be alone. I sobbed uncontrollably into Jacob's chest. I felt horrible for hurting him like this, but I needed answers. "Jake, what am I?"
Jacob lifted his head to look into my redden eyes. "Your my soon to be wife, my love, my imprint. How could you not remember Bella.." He started shaking again and I sat, numb, in his arms. "I mean, what am I?" I asked him again. He just stared, dazed, at me for a while. Finally he spoke. "Your a werewolf of course."