Invisible Spark Chapter 1: Jealousy, a twilight fanfic

AN: Yes I know what your shouting at me. 'WHAT THE FUCK! SHOULDNT YOU BE UPDATING YOUR OTHER STORIES!'

I'm sorry! I needed this out here!

And now your all raising an eye brow at the title.

Yes, the story will explain, soon enough...

Sadly I do not own Twilight, if I did, Edward would be mineeee :D

EXB I PROMISE! GIVE THE STORY A GO, YOU'LL SEE!

Dont get me wrong in this, I LOVE NESSIE ANYTHING MEAN SHOULD TAKE NO OFFENCE

"I Love You"

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la
I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a star
But that's not why I love you
Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

[Chorus:]
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la
La la la la
La la
La la la
I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey
Do you feel, do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel, too?
Do you need, do you need me?

Do you need me?

[Chorus]
You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeah - Oh.
Oh.

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

La la
La la la la (oh oh)
La la
La la la (That's why I love you)

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

I take a deep breath every time I pass your door
I know you're there but I can't see you anymore
And that's the reason you're in the dark
I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

Now I'm dreaming, will ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I'll never figure out
What I mean to you, do I belong
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong
And I feel so helpless here
Watch my eyes are filled with fear
Tell me do you feel the same
Hold me in your arms again

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free with you tonight
I need your love

[Beat break]

I need your love

All the years
All the times
You were never been to blame
And now my eyes are open
And now my heart is closing
And all the tears
All the lies
All the waste
I've been trying to make it change
And now my eyes are open

I need your love
I need your time
When everything's wrong
You make it right
I feel so high
I come alive
I need to be free

(THESE SONGS ARE EPOV, ABOUT BELLA, couldn't pick one so I picked two!)

Chapter One

Asshats

I yawned. I was exhausted, I didn't get any sleep, since my dreams were full of Jacob. The boy I'll never have. The hot, popular boy, that grabs all the girls attention. His cheeky grin, pulls you in. His black, spiked hair, you'd just love to run your fingers through. His bulging muscles... I'm not even going to go there!

He was just amazing!

He was dating Vanessa Wolfe (AN Yes Renesmee,Nessie is short for Vanessa, and if you remember in breaking dawn, the fake passports had Vanessa Wolfe on), the most beautiful girl in the school. But that's what she shows, Shes really a stuck up bitchy snob. In fact, there's a rumor going around saying, shes fake, full of plastic surgery.

I doubt- no wait, I know I'll never have a boyfriend, i'm too ugly and geeky. Jacob doesn't even spare me a glance, unless hes making fun of me. But that doesn't stop my massive crush on him.

Anyway... Back to the present...

I was driving to the Cullen's house to pick up Edward and Alice Cullen, my best friends. Well... my only friends with the exception of Angela Weber. There big brother, Emmett Cullen, hangs out with the 'asshats' as we call them. He would often send us apologetic glances, as we were picked on, by the 'asshats'.

The 'asshats' consisted of Jacob Black- which Alice and Edward agreed to, not me!- Rosalie Hale, Jasper Whitlock, Vanessa Wolfe, Tanya Denali, Alec Volturi and Jane Volturi, very close twins. And of course we didn't include Emmett in this group. He was only playing an 'asshat' in school, at home hes a completely different person, who loves us all, including me. He called me the sister he never had, and in return he received a glare from Alice.

I arrived outside the Cullens, honking the horn on my brand new, Aston Martin. I got it last week.

Edward was the first to run out, a big, wide smile spread across his face.

"I call front!" Edward announced, in the lead of Alice.

She wore a sour expression, running as fast as her tiny legs could carry her, while she attempted to pull on her designer coat.

I burst out laughing at their attempts.

Edward arrived, and tried to open the door but I had locked it.

He began banging on the window furiously, "quick Bella! She coming!" his eyes widened as a determined Alice arrived.

I rolled down my window so I could speak to them.

"Sorry Edward! Alice asked me to reserve her this seat" I explained, trying to stifle my laughs, while patting the seat next to me.

Alice smiled victoriously, and she flicked Edwards ear.

He feigned pain, which earned another laugh from me.

Edward fake pouted, "I thought you loved me..." he began to rub his eyes, exaggerating his sorrow.

"Aw... I'm sorry Alice, I can't resist that pout!" Edward suddenly filled with joy, pout free, which made me giggle.

Alice frowned. I unlocked the car and she crawled into the back, while Edward took the seat next to me, happily.

Alice slumped into the back seat and sighed.

"Hows Emmett?" I asked, politely as I started my car.

"Hes great!" Alice smiled.

I began to drive in the direction of our school.

Everyone was silent, it wasn't comfortable either...

I cleared my throat, "Hows Carlisle and Esme then?" I asked another question.

"Same as usual" Edward replied casually.

"Okay.." I trailed off.

Eventually, after what seems like forever, which was actually about five minutes, we arrived outside of our dump of a school.

"Were here!" Alice, announced with clear, fake, enthusiasm.

"No shit Sherlock" Edward muttered under his breath, which caused me to giggle.

Alice glared at him, and stormed out of the car.

As soon as she stepped foot out of it, the asshats approached her.

She must of forgotten our rule.

Our rule was to only get out of the car when the bell rang, to avoid early bullying.

"Hey spikey!" -Alices hair- Vanessa grinned evilly at her, "hows your ugly little duckling?" Me. That's what she calls me. My last name Swan, and if you've heard, the story about the ugly duckling... Well yeah. Vanessa has never been good at come backs.

Jacob rolled his eyes, "Hey lesbian!" Jacob ruffled her hair, "hows your hill billy?" Jacob on the other hand...

They all called me a hill billy. My outfits, are usually the main cause. My dad doesn't earn a lot from being the chief of police, so were not rich and cannot afford a lot.

Some just say I have crooked teeth and look ugly. I don't have perfect teeth, but for Gods sake they're not crooked!

I watched Alices eyes turn red and puffy.

"Ugh... Theres that ugly bitch with her geeky boyfriend..." Vanessa pointed straight at me.

All eyes turned from Alice to me. I sort of shrunk in my seat while Edward looked blank.

I watched a tear slip from Alices eyes. Biggest. Mistake. Ever.

"Awwww is the baby crying?" Rosalie said in a stupid voice, fake rubbing her eyes.

"Do you need a diaper?" Jacob tried to copy Rosalies voice.

Vanessa shoved Alice, causing her to fall to the ground.

"Weakling!" Vanessa giggled at her.

Then I noticed it. Jasper hooked arms with Rosalie. Oh great. A new couple for the asshats, we have the dipshit couple, Vanessa and Jacob... Now we have a new couple, the dickwads.

"Later losers!" Jacob called, as they all trotted into the school.

Once the coast was clear, Edward and I rushed out of my car and helped Alice up.

"You okay?" I wondered, frowning.

"Physically? No, emotionally?Yes.." she sighed, sadly.

Just then the bell rang signalling us for class.

oooOOOOOOooo

I was lucky to survive majority of the day without being bullied.

I'd made it to lunch with Alice, although, I was worried for Edward. Jacob couldn't hurt me or Alice but Edward...

Hopefully Angela was with him.

We made it to our table at the same time as Edward and Angela.

It took me a second to register my surroundings.

Edward had a massive black eye, and a bit of dried blood on his hand.

"Edward..." I whispered quietly.

I scooted my chair next to him, and gave him a hug.

"I'm so sorry" I whispered, but it was sort of muffled by my mouth against his shoulder.

"Its okay Bella" his soft voice replied.

I pulled away, missing his warmth.

I really did feel sorry for Edward, he got the physical while Alice, Angela and I took on the emotional.

I gently touched his eye, causing him to wince in pain.

I pulled back almost immediately.

"Sorry"

He shook his head smirking, "you apologize too much Bella"

I grabbed my messenger back and pulled it onto my lap pulling out the contents of my lunch:

A chicken sandwich, a chocolate bar and a Dr Pepper.

"Want some?" I smiled, offering everyone some.

"No thanks" they all replied.

I took a bite of my sandwich, but almost spat it out when I saw the asshats approach.

I shoved my lunch back in my bag before they could steal it.

They checked our table for lunch before sitting back at there table unsuccessful.

I mainly had my eyes on Jacob. Even if he was horrible to me, he was still hot.

"Hes so hot" I murmured, to Alice but Edward heard.

"How can you like him? Huh? He bully's you, me Alice and Angela, because we're smart!" Edward whispered furiously to me.

I saw jealousy wash across his face for a moment before he regained his composed face.

"Edward..." I whispered.

EPOV

I wish I was hot. Then I could gain Bellas love. Shes had mine for a while... Since we were twelve...

We agreed to kiss each other so we wouldn't miss our first kiss.

Her lips felt perfect against mine, like a complete jigsaw puzzle.

I wish that she would notice my love.

I felt jealousy control me when she called him hot. Why couldn't I be her perfect man?