Phew! I cannot believe I written this...Because I cannot write Disney to save my life...But I always wanted to write for my Disney crossover OTP. Even if I'm not the biggest fan of Frozen...Anyway, on with the show!
I felt the song "She is the Sunlight" by Trading Yesterday fit their relationship...From Elsa's POV. Hopefully I'll stop with these song titles soon.
Disclaimer: The characters here belong to Disney, this is just a fanfic written by a fan-Well, again, not the biggest fan of Frozen.
Eugene Fitzherbert noticed that his lover, Queen Elsa from Arendelle had been looking a bit more cheerful. Giggling as she walked and talked, random twirling. Eugene started the fire in the fire place before his beloved walked in. Gently smelling the scent of hot chocolate in the room that one of the maids delivered.
"Mm! Smells wonderful." Elsa said.
"You seem happy," Eugene grinned as he looked up a bit from the fireplace.
Elsa paused and took a step forward. "Winter is coming." She moved closer to her lover and looked to him with seductive eyes. "Not just winter but a storm, it's nothing to fear though."
Eugene sat down on a chair, Elsa sat down on his lap. Eugene got a closer look at Elsa's ice dress. It wasn't as delicate as he thought. Eugene placed his arm around her.
"Speak for yourself, the cold doesn't bother you," Eugene chuckled.
When the winter came all the flowers disappeared and every last bit of grass was covered. And grey storm clouds showed no comfort.
Eugene talked to Elsa before of how the kingdom he came from, Corona, was a place where many said that the sun lit like gold. Elsa laughed it off, but since the grand council was concerned of her relationship with a common man they asked if her beloved had anything to give to the kingdom. Elsa thought maybe he could give the kingdom sunlight.
But the kingdom needed more than sunlight…But soon the winds picked up with Elsa's feelings.
One day the Duke of Weselton asked the council for a word with Queen Elsa, which the queen agreed. Only for Elsa too lose any sense that she had.
"Your, highness," The duke said.
Elsa's cool skin crawled a bit at the older man pacing around as if he owned the place.
"I wish to ask questions about your younger sister, Princess Anna."
"Excuse me?" Elsa asked.
The duke smirked, but then changed face to a more serious face. "She left, didn't she?"
Elsa breathed.
"She was very unhappy yes?" The duke pulled a small crystal of ice out of his pocket. "But I heard from an anonymous source that she left because of abuse." He dropped the ice on the marble floor and the ice shattered into small pieces.
"Nobody cared about Anna!" Elsa's voice cracked a little. "However, I doubt you are asking questions out of concern."
"Well…" He paused, he also walked further to a painted portrait of Elsa with Anna. The two of them smiling, but the duke could see the picture wasn't perfect. "Many are starting to take notice, why would a princess just leave?"
Elsa glared. "How dare you disrespect me, and my sister!"
"Please leave!" Elsa summoned blue sparks that filled the room, almost lighting up the room with a blue glow. The duke stepped back in shock, stepping on a piece of ice he dropped. "You have no business here," Elsa said lowly.
The duke may have stepped back to the power, but not to Elsa. Her glare did not shake him, he only glared back. But he left when the guards urged him to leave.
The truth was, Elsa wasn't as great a queen as her kingdom made her out to be, or used to.
She was originally seen as a strong and brave young ruler, because she took such responsibility on her own and without a king. She insisted that since she was not in love she would not marry, after much thinking over by the royal council they agreed. Then there was her ice powers, such beautiful ice powers that gave Arendelle a reputation of beautiful summers and winters. It is rumored she protected her own kingdom…But in truth she nearly killed.
The queen, however was very introverted, but could protect herself. When she visited the meadow she adored so much, full of green grass, flowers, and tiny animals. Some unknown soldiers walked up to her. Startled she tried to run away, but her dress got caught on a branch and ripped as she tried to run further. She guessed she could only face those men.
The words of the men from an unknown kingdom still haunted her. Warning her to stay still and they would not kill her. Despite warnings the men were not prepared for Elsa's true powers. The young queen summoned large shards of ice that pinned the soldiers in their place and nearly cut them, they could've cut them into pieces.
"Monster!" One of the soldiers cried.
Elsa stopped moving, and felt a heavy pain in her heart.
"Please spare us, we only had orders from our prince to disable your powers." Another soldier cried.
Elsa stepped back and looked down to her hands where the blue glow was fading. The soldiers let her be, and a memory hidden in her mind was coming back to her, but she could not recall it.
"I want to make sure the adoption system is better." Eugene said long ago when he and Elsa were just friends.
They both sat by the fireplace so Elsa could calm her ice powers after nearly attacking Eugene out of fear, thinking he was a ruffian. He thought she was charming though. And his words touched her heart.
"Those adorable round eyed children deserve better, they can always be taught to be less spoiled but they can't really be taught to be less poor, like me." Eugene smiled.
Elsa often wondered what it was like to be a "normal girl," and not a girl with riches, but a lot of responsibility on her shoulders, alone.
"You're wonderful," Elsa said softly.
Eugene smiled at her and took her hand, which caught Elsa off guard. "Don't sell yourself short." He said.
Elsa remembered again, she hurt her sister Anna twice. Once as a child, knocking her out cold and prompting her parents seek out trolls to erase Anna's memory. But the trolls were not all powerful gods, as Anna remembered again, only for Elsa to accidently strike Anna in the chest, almost to her heart. Elsa pleaded and screamed and told Anna to leave, to be safe. Elsa felt if she got too close to anyone she would end up hurting them. Anna was persistent, but she finally left with bandages wrapped around her chest.
Anna left not looking back, but she didn't know that Elsa followed her, since the chariot wasn't moving very fast.
"I'm so sorry," Elsa said, holding any tears in.
Anna smiled, then she clutched her chest in pain. "Please…Control your powers, Elsa."
Elsa merely nodded as her sister left Arendelle.
In present day Elsa took a brown feather and wrote a letter.
My dearest sister,
"If I can call you that," Elsa thought.
Please return, and claim the kingdom for yourself. I never wanted to take such responsibility. Now I don't think I can
"Elsa!" Eugene cried.
Elsa frowned and folded up the paper she was writing on and stashed it away.
"I have a boyfriend now, and want to run away with him. I can do something different, maybe make a career with my powers. I'm always told what is right and wrong. I once thought I should take responsibility, but maybe the responsibility should be not on my shoulders, but held in someone's strong arms. Maybe me leaving is right, but maybe because I don't want to believe leaving Eugene is right." Elsa thought.
Elsa turned to her boyfriend. "Is everything alright?" He asked.
Elsa did not even bother to hide the worried look on her face.
"I don't want to lose him like I lost you," Elsa thought.
Elsa shook as she tried to reach out to Eugene. "Eugene, I—"
"There are people outside the castle begging for you to answer," he said.
Eugene walked to the window where most of what he saw was pure white. "And the snow storm has gotten worse, and I don't think this is natural Elsa!" Eugene cried.
Elsa sighed and turned away. "I want to run away with you Eugene! The kingdom would be better off without me!"
"Elsa," Eugene said lowly.
"You have to go out there and help all those people, they're counting on you."
That was the same exactly thing her father told her. It sent a chill in her body that even she could not handle. A salty tear sliding down Elsa's face caused her makeup to ruin, she gave a pathetic cry and did not want Eugene to see.
"I am," Elsa's breathed. "Not!" Elsa was cut off again by her rapid breathing.
Elsa held herself tightly. "I am not!...Want you think of me," more tears fell down her face.
"Or what others think of me," She finally found the courage to say, the room around her became blurry.
"I have been foolish," Eugene whispered.
Elsa sobbed in one hand, her hand did not help the burning at all.
"But abandoning your kingdom is even more foolish Elsa!" Eugene cried.
Memories of all the times Elsa was beaten down, by her own actions and foolishness, and letting others down. Animosity and disgust for the actions and words that she heard other people say filled her mind.
Eugene quickly grabbed her hand from behind. "Come on!"
Elsa quickly turned around and with a pained expression on her face unleashed her ice power with her free hand. The blue beam shot at Eugene's chest causing him to scream. All the heat from the inside of his body was fading away. His pained and shocked face stayed still until his entire face clenched in pain and he fell to his knees.
"Eugene!" Elsa cried softly as she tried to catch him.
Eugene grabbed his chest. "No!" He cried.
Eugene and Elsa fell to the ground as Elsa held her weakened lover close.
"El...sa!" Eugene cried.
More tears fell from Elsa's eyes as she looked into Eugene's pained eyes.
"No," He paused. "I l—"
He lost his breath, and all the strength to hold his head up, his eyes became too heavy.
Elsa cried in Eugene's chest and softly cried "I'm sorry" a few times, but he was too cold.
She destroyed the one she loved the most, not just that though. He was a man looked down by most, for his background and where he came from. But Elsa regretted not telling him sooner, that he was a far more virtuous and selfless person she ever was, and now he was gone.
:'(-*ahem*
While I was finishing this I realized that I could write more for this story...I may most likely make this story longer but for now it will stay a oneshot. Besides, I need to recover after writing something this depressing. I also have an idea for a happier Eugene/Elsa story but I need to brainstorm more.
Feel free to flame me for making Elsa "weak." But to me she never came off as strong...In the movie she nearly killed people and never faced problems head on. And if she really loved her sister as much as everyone says she did, she would've never let her fear get in the way. And I honestly wouldn't mind this stuff, it's character flaw after all. But she's marketed as super strong just because she has no love interest, but even so it's not the best asexual representation because she probably stayed single because her father chiseled this "You need to stay away from everyone to be safe!" mentality.
And before someone goes, "She had anxiety/depression! How can you be so insensitive!" Let me tell you, I have anxiety too...And did some pretty stupid stuff because of my anxiety that I had to own up to, I never saw Elsa's own up to what she did.