Thank you to the whore that is Quarter Queen. She gave me writers block!!! ;; Buuuuut if she hadn't then I wouldn't have though so extensively on L's death in the manga. I had ALWAYS wondered what he was gonna say. Soooo I was like 'HA! I GOT! -yaoi thoughts erupt- x3' xD

Anyway, so yeah. Here it is!! =D

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'Watari...No...He can't....Why!? Ugh...' I spun myself around and immediately demanded the location of Rem the Shinigami. No one knew. I cursed Kira, that bastard, under my breath. It was only a matter of time befo-...

I felt it. I felt my heart clentch. I felt myself dying. I knew I was dying. I knew Rem wrote my name down. I knew Kira had won. I fell from my chair in a sad attempt to break my neck and spare the drama of hearing the chaos. I failed.

I waited for the ground to hit my back. It never did. Light Yagami caught me before I could. I looked up at his demented expression. I knew it. Light Yagami was Kira. Light Yagami killed all those criminals. Light Yagami was killing me. I couldn't believe it... Light Yagami... was killing me... Kira.... Kira had won... I had always thought Light was Kira but...

Despite the tighting in my throat, I spoke. "So...so I was right... you are Kira... But I..."

I had always thought of you as I friend... I had always admired you... I had always wished I was wrong, that you weren't Kira... I had always liked you... I was always jealous of Misa and the fact you were always with her... I had always want to kiss you... I had always loved you, Light... Always...

I had closed my eyes, wishing for death. Wishing that this humility of my mistake, my feelings would end. I felt part of my brain shutting down, my heart slowing it's beats. I could feel Light's sadistic smile piercing into my soul. I wish this process would speed itself up. I wanted to die. I wanted to die now.I wanted to see Watari. I wanted to cry to him, though I never have done so before. I let my emotions get the better of me and for that I was now dying.

Damn this heartattack!! It's taking too long!!! I wanted to scream. I wanted to scream at Light for making me feel this way. I wanted to hurt him like he did me. I knew, though, I would die in a mere few seconds. A mere, agonizingly long few seconds. Although...I was in Light's arms. I was in the place I had always wanted to be from day one. I pushed the thought that Light was killing me and simply reminded myself I was in his arms.

With that, I died like the man-bitch I wanted to be.

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