Chapter One: Wedding Jitters
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters (sadly). All rights belong to Stephanie Meyer and this was written purely for entertainment and no profit is being made.
A/N : This is my first time writing a fan fiction . If there are any problems or ideas for the next Chapter please tell me. Enjoy!
BPOV
"Just a few weeks until the big day!" Alice reminded me as always. She always spoke in such a graceful way that it threw me back a bit.
"Thanks Alice, I really needed to be reminded" why was I so against the thought of marrying Edward? After all he is the love of my life and I want him to be mine forever, so what is holding me back?
Alice could tell I was becoming stressed "Isabella Swan you're not getting cold feet are you?". What a nice choice of words, I laughed to myself. "No..not particularly." She seen this coming of course so she already had her reply ready for me.
" Well Bella do you love him? "-
"Yes" I replied sharply"
Then what is the problem? " she replied.
" I just don't want anyone to be thinking, the only reason I'm marrying Edward is because I'm pregnant".
" Don't worry Bella they'll be dead in a century" she spoke in a melodic voice.
I shuddered at the thought. "I'm sorry Bella that was rude of me" she said in a sympathetic tone.
"It's okay, but you are right. I shouldn't worry what they think about me and Edward. I love him and he loves me, well I hope he does and that's all that matters."
As soon as I finished my sentence I felt cold icy hands gently touch my waist. "Bella love, I do love you and I will never love anybody but you" said Edward. His beautiful soft voice caught me off guard that I had to remind myself to breathe. breathe Bella.
I slowly turned around and locked on to his liquid topaz eyes. I would happily stare into his eyes for the rest of my life. "Bella" he softly spoke "are you alright?". I stared for another minute "Sorry you're dazzling me again" , he laughed and kissed my forehead. I immediately turned a bright red "I'm going to miss that" he noted.
Edward's head jolted towards Alice " You don't have to watch you know " " Okay Okay I get the picture, you want to be alone " she chuckled. She gracefully walked out of the living room. Her walk always puts my clumsiness to shame.
" Are you sure you want to marry me love? "
" Edward" I snapped "I want you, I will always want you."
" Just not for matrimony though.." he said softly.
" Edward I want to marry you. I want to make a life, no an eternity commitment to you" tears started to swell.
He brushed my tears lightly from under my eyes. His touch is always an electric shock to me. I hate how he doesn't believe me, this is the one time where I wish he could read my mind. He would see how much I love him and cherish him. I don't think anyone in the world has loved him as much as I love him right now.
It hit me. My epiphany. I want to marry Edward and nobody is going to stop me.