Dreams of Gold
Summary: After Ikuto hears Tadase's confession to Amu, he feels a sudden sense of hopelessness. In his doubt that Amu likes him, an angsty Ikuto reflects…oneshot poemfic! Amuto
(Note: Shugo Chara or Yoru, nya, do NOT belong to me.)
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Solace and Serenity
When I close my eyes –
I am alone, among the stars
Flitting like a butterfly in an empty space.
Things like this,
They're purposeless.
Why should I pursue you
If you'll never like me back?
This thing I have thumping in my heart, it's
Unrequited. It's all one-sided, is it not?
I think it was inevitable for me to discover
But you are shocked that I've found out…
I see that secret smile you have when I walk past
I think I'm pretending to not care when in reality it couldn't be
Farther from the truth.
I was stupid to think I had any chance with you,
You're unreachable, the Holy Grail I can't ever get.
However, I'm sure you've got that shining light by your side
He's a real jewel
Kiddy-king's finally grown up hasn't he?
Even his laugh echoes farther than mine,
It resonates with yours more fittingly.
His voice is draped with gold,
Rich and shining from miles away –
I cannot,
Will never,
Compare with him, will I,
In those lovely eyes of yours?
You are a leech on my soul
I cannot believe you are taking away my heart.
I don't smile as much as you do…
I would rather be with you,
Be still deceived that you like me…
But of course I threw it all down the drain –
Oblivion's a lie, and that's just that,
I won't change that.
I can't, you know.
All I can do is
Watch you hand in hand with him
Laughing all the way
And I –
I sit alone,
Among the shadows,
My heart slowly tearing itself apart –
And at night, when I fall asleep…
All I can dream about is your perfection.
I dream about gold,
Your radiance,
Your joy upon joy alone.
I dream
Dreams of gold.
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