A/N: Okay, it's not exactly a songfic, but it's a song fic/not songfic. It's...Well, hard to explain?
W/e.
Song: Ready To Fall By Rise Against
Disclaimer: Obviously, I am not Stephenie Meyer(But I so wish I was!!!) And do not own ANY of these characters(But I so wish I did!!!Anyway...)
Set...During New Moon, Edward drives Bella home After he comes back.
So here goes...
(BPOV, by the way)
Edward and I were in Edward's Volvo, driving back to my house. I knew Charlie would be mad, to say the least. I also knew Edward would do nothing to help that situation. But at the moment, I was just glad to have him back, and alive.(Well, you know what I mean)
I started fiddling with the stations, and heard a song start.
Hold on, Slow down, I know I've been gone for,
Again from the top now,
And tell me everything.
What seems like forever,
But I'm here now, waiting.
I looked at Edward, and saw him watching the road. He hadn't seem to notice or care. I decided to leave the song on.
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger.
But closer than you think.
She said, "Just go on to what you
Pretend is your life but
Please don't die on me"
Wings won't take me
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
Edward had seemed to notice. It had only been a few days since I had jumped off a cliff and he had almost revealed himself to the city of Volterra. He had left me, and I pretended everyday that I was actually living a life. I went through the motions, but felt nothing. He was back now, but I still felt a little wary, like he was a ghost, or a dream.
The experience had been horrible. I would never do that again. Cliff diving was just not my thing...So yeah.
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
Perpetual motion the image won't focus
A blur is all that's seen
But here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me
I found a shoulder to lean on
An infallible reason to live all by itself
I took one last look from the heights that I once loved
And then I ran like hell
I smiled and leaned my head of Edward's shoulder. He kissed my forehead quickly. He had takend one last look at me face, and then left. I tried not remember that day. At that moment, we pulled into my driveway, and I saw Charlie was not home.
"He must be at Billy's." I said. Edward nodded.
Wings won't take me Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall I count the times that I've been sorry
Heights don't phase me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I know, I know
Now my compassion slowly drowns
I know, I know
If there's a time these walls could guard you
I know, I know
Then let that time be right now
Edward exited the car at vampire speed, and opened my door for me, lifting me out of the car. He ran up the steps, and into the house, where he deposited me in the front hall, and closed the door.
Before I even knew what was happening, he was holding me to his chest and whispering something so fast that I couldn't even hear it. I found I didn't even care. I was here, he was here. Everything would be fine. (as long as this was not a dream)
I felt better already, as he kissed me softly on the lips, all the time away showing.
Now I'm standing on the rooftop Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
I think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop (ready to fall)
Now I'm standing on the rooftop ready to fall
A/N:Well, I(Having a low self-esteem) Thought it was okay. But review? and tell me if you liked it? Thanks?