"Kukai!" I protested, pushing him back. What was going on here? "What did you just do?" Now, of course I had been kissed before, so I knew what he had done. I was more concerned with why.

"Tadase, I know you know what a kiss is," Kukai said flatly. He smirked a bit, like he always does.

"Why?" I thought I was going to freak out. Why did Kukai just kiss me?

I couldn't help but think of how this may go. We were a lot older. I was almost nineteen, and he was nearing twenty. So of course, I knew all of the possibilities. I had never kissed a boy before. I had never kissed anyone but Amu. But she was gone now. I didn't need her. She deffinately didn't need me. It was over between us, and I was going to move on no matter what.

Kukai laughed a bit. "I've known you forever, it was bound to happen!" He couldn't stop laughing.

"Kukai-kun it's not fun- mph!" Kukai kissed me again. I couldn't stop myself, I kissed him back.

"See!" Kukai kissed me again. Seriously, what was going on here?

"Quit it! You can't just-" Kukai put a finger to my lips and slowly slid one hand closer to me.

"So, did Amu ever touch you?"

I blushed. I couldn't help it. "Amu... She never... we never... I mean..." I was stuttering a lot. I really couldn't help it. Here was one of my closest friends, acting like he was my lover. It was getting to a strange point.

Kukai pushed me back on the bed. "So you're telling me," he said, rubbing his hand over my stomach, "that you've never been touched by anyone but yourself? And you're how old?" He laughed a bit and kissed me again.

"Kukai-kun... I don't feel right about this..." I couldn't help but feel nervous. I didn't know how else to react. My best friend was kissing me and saying weird things...

"Dammit, Tadase! Just think about it. Haven't you ever wanted someone to... I think I will do it anyway," Kukai said, not really giving me the chance to choose what was going to happen.

"On one condition," I demanded. I looked him in the eyes. "How long have you thought about this?" I couldn't help but curious. Was this a "heat-of-the-moment" thing or had he been thinking about it for awhile.

"Tadase... I've known you a long time..." He started.

"How long?"

"About... When I hit sixth grade, I guess..." His voice trailed off.

"Okay, then," I didn't know how else to reply.

Kukai took the hint and kissed me again. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. We fought a moment for dominence, and I gave in. I felt a little funny, but it was nothing compared to the way Amu had made me feel.

Still kissing me, Kukai began to rub my dick through my pants. I could feel myself growing warmer. I moaned slightly into the kiss. Was it possible for him to make me feel this way?

He started to play around with the buttons to me jeans. He began to slide my pants off.

I started to fumble with the buttons on his pants, as well. Quickly his pants were off, and I was working towards getting rid of his shirt.

"God, Tadase. For someone so apprehensive, you sure don't mess around with taking my clothes off," Kukai stated.

"Hmmm..." I moaned, dismissing his comment.

Kukai rubbed me again. I couldn't hide my reaction. I started to rub his, too.

Kukai kissed my neck, and I moaned a little louder. I couldn't help it. For some reason being touched like this was making me want more.

"Kukaaaaiiiii!" I complained. It was all his fault that I felt like this.

Kukai moved lower and quit rubbing me. Kukai licked at me a bit. I tensed. I had never had someone do that before. I moaned a bit, still wanting more.

Kukai sucked at me. I could feel myself getting closer.

"Kukai... I'm gonna..." I couldn't contain myself and came.

He swallowed, licking off my dick.

"Man, doesn't take much to get you going, does it?"

I blushed a bit, not knowing what else to do.