GaaNaruNejiSasuLee :The Loveless Demon

Disclaimer: If I owned Naruto it would be full of Yaoi, Yuri and Maybe one straight couple (NejiHina.That's going to piss of my bro lol)

AN: This is my first fanfic so sorry if it sucks and I know it is short. I'll get better soon! (hopefully) Thanks to everyone who is taking the time to read it! Please review what you think I should improve on .Anyway I am going to see how much chapters I can do. (hopefully at least 30)

Warning: Contains Boy X Boy love, Au, Cursing and lots angst, murder, OOC. ( Lemon and rape MIGHT come in later chapters)

Gaara's AN

Story line.

Author's Notes

Inner demons

Chapter 1: Love only your self

Hi my names Gaara. This is a story on who I was, what happened and who I am today. It's a long story so relax and listen to what I have to say. Oh yeah guess you want to know I bit about myself I mean who wouldn't? So here is my profile.

Name :Gaara

Age:15

Birthday: 19th Jan

Blood type: AB

Height: 148.1

Weight: 40.2 kg

Gender: Male

Are you done? Good. So anyway it all began 2 months ago. But this story gonna start 2 YEARS back. Back when I was single, good looking and a good persona- Aw hell who am I kidding? I was single cause nobody but my sibs (At least one of them (more on that later)) cared about me. My lack of sleep made these huge rings appear around my eyes making me look pretty scary and as for my personality ………well I guess you could say I was a bit vicious.

Anyway exactly 2 years ago………………………………

Gaara! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW!!! Uh Kankuro I muttered. I am standing right here you Moran. Wham! You bastard what did you do that for!?! I yelled while trying to clam myself down! I did it cause you answered me back you little prick.

Suddenly I realised he was on top of me with a knife in his hand. What the hell are you going to do with that! I cried trying to hold back the knife while he was kneeing my ribs. Nobody loves you Gaara. You're a loner, A nobody and Temari is the only one who cares about you. And I am going to give you a daily reminder of that!

NO KANKURO! STOP!

He pressed the knife against my head, carving the Japanese kanji for love on my left temple. I passed out a minute later cause of the bleeding but not before hearing a scream.

Two days later I woke up in hospital with my sis crying beside me.

Sis…….. I said weakly. The pain in my forehead nearly unbearable. GAARA! I-I-I didn't see you wake up! Are you ok? Do you remember what happened? Is your forehead still sore?

Temari I'm fine but why are you crying? Oh Gaara she said while hugging me. I thought Kankuro was going to kill you. Kill me? I said my head wreaked with worry . Why would he do that? The only reason I can think of is - I stopped talking now. The fear of my evil brother Kankuro knowing my deepest darkest secrets was a scary thought.

Yeah kill you. He found out you were gay when he came home from work and read my dairy. (Yeah people I'm gay you have a problem with that? And BTW I have a boyfriend (A LOT more on that later.))

I started to cry. Remembering and nightmare I had in in my coma.

Gaara? What's wrong?

I remember I had I nightmare while I was out. Kankuro was craving the word love into my head while saying stuff like "love only yourself". Gaara that wasn't a dream she said Holding out a mirror and showing the bandage on my head.

After that I cried some more. But not out of fear or sadness but out realising what I went through and thinking it was all over. But I was wrong. Over the period of one year I had isolated myself from people, lashed out randomly and put 27 kids in hospital. I went Emo (And extremely depressed) and started cutting myself when I went abroad to Japan for school (Which I am still doing by the way, just a lot less. I also am still in school but that doesn't matter right now.) In short I felt like shit. Just as I thought I had hit rock bottom A Blue Eyed Baka, A Caged Bird, A Red Eyed Goth and a Green Beast stormed into my life and turned it upside down. I guess I got to tell about my 4 precious people who fight over me and fight for my love.

An: Yeah sucks don't it? Anyway I am going to go try steal Gaara and Kiba ( Kiba is for FastForward cause she is my fav writer ) So I'll continue to write when I get back k? Please please please review or you will make me and neko Gaara cry.