In which Eren and Levi are fighting the last wave of Titans and they win. They win the fight and the Titans are eliminated. But that comes with a price. Eren, having stayed in his Titan form for too long became stuck and was surgically removed by Hanji and the rest of the medical team. Surgeries like this were not common at the time which lead to problems with Eren's brain. This is the letter that Levi wrote to Eren explaining his feelings, his sorrows, and his regrets. Levi keeps the letter on Eren's bedside table every day, hoping that every time Eren reads it he will remember, that he will come back to his old self and love him the way he once did. Until that happens, Levi has vowed to wait, no matter how long it takes.
Is this sin? If this is what sin feels like, I don't mind going through it for you. I don't mind touching your hair, feeling your skin on mine, our lips hovering until they meet, I don't care about anything if it's with you. I don't care if it's against humanities rules. I'd do anything for you. I don't care if we're seen holding hands or sleeping with each other. And if we have to hide. I won't hide you. This is how much I love you. This is the way I will show you that I love you. It's okay if you forget or if you can't even remember my name, I'll love you just the same. I'll kiss your eyes when you go to bed and brush your hair back when you can't fall asleep. And the next morning when you wake up and I'm a stranger in your eyes I'll start again from the beginning. I'll hold your hands when your scared and nothing looks the same, I'll fight for you when others turn their backs and forget the way you were before. I've loved you since I've met you and I'll love you now and forever. I'll look at you with the same love in my eyes I've had since day one, and if you happen to remember, all I ask is that you look at me too. When the time comes and you forget - because you will - I pray that a moment of clarity comes back and you remember those looks you gave me. I pray that you remember the color of my eyes, the taste of my lips, and the feel of my hair between your fingers. I pray that you won't forget these feelings we shared and the moments we promised to cherish. But because times change and situations have to be dealt with all I hope is that you will be at peace with where you are, that you have a smile on your lips and happiness in your heart. I can't say enough times how much these feelings have come back to haunt me, how I want to feel your once more. I want you to look at me, truly look at me and tell me those words you used to say to me every day. I want you to fall asleep in my arms, head nuzzled into the crook of my neck. I want to smell your scent again, hold your body against mine again. But you struggle, oh how you struggle. And that breaks my heart, you don't remember like I do, you don't love like I do. And I'm sorry that I couldn't prevent it, I'm sorry that the fight had to end this way. I should have put you first, but because of you, because of our sacrifice humanity is free. They have been stopped and will never be back. We are safe, and it's all thanks to you.
A/N - Okay, so I wrote this during my spare at school today cause I was in this weird ass mood where everything just seemed gloomy and sad. Hopefully this seems gloomy and sad. Tell me if you enjoyed it or not folks.