He came through the night as always. There! I could see him in the shadows coming towards me smiling with his mysterious smile.
But his eyes were not on me. He only looked over me to give his attention elsewhere.
"Come here" his allyribf voice sounded. I didn't respond. I never did. I only wished...
Wished for being able to attract the attention I wanted. Wished for changing who I am. Wished for being born as someone else...
But I only looked at him from afar.
"I have to go now" he smiled even happier than before and he vanished.
I would sigh if I could but the way I am I'll never be able to express my feelings.
I started going back to my secret place listening to some distant ears and cats meowing.
Is there any hope for me?
I lied down on the matt asking the same question for the hundredthen time.
Could I wake up as a human tomorrow?
Thus I slept.