"Oh hi! So, Nick is still up visiting his family. I know this is the third vlog in a row that we haven't actually been filming together, so sorry about that. I'll edit the video so it shows my day and his just like the others. Nick's spending a lot of time with his parents so…I'm not sure when he'll be back, hopefully soon. He said something about this weekend. I don't know I just know that I miss him like crazy. Right now I'm with Steve and we're going to get Starbucks and then I think we're going to Will and RJ's. Right Steve?"

Steve nods, his attention focused on his phone.

"Dammit!" Steve frowns after losing another game of Flappy Bird. Matthew shakes his head and chuckles before turning off the camera. Steve pockets his phone.

"So when did you say Nick is coming back?" Steve asks.

"I don't know. Last night on the phone he said probably this weekend." Matthew said. "It's Thursday so I have to go live tonight…" he sighed. "I hate going live without him and so do the LushLaws.."

"One more YouNow without Nick isn't going to kill anyone though. I'm sure you'll be fine…" Steve pointed out. Matthew nodded as they walked into Starbucks.


Matthew slipped on his Cookie Monster hat and curled up in bed. He turned on the TV to some off the wall cooking show and texted Nick.

'Hey baby!-M'

'Hey :)-N'

'I miss your face :( When are you coming back?-M'

'Sorry honey. My car broke down and my parents want me to stay longer so…I don't know.-N'

'Ugh.-M'

'I'm sorry…-N'

'Okay. Well. I'm going to take a nap before I go live.-M'

'I love you! 3-N'

'You too..-M'

Matthew groaned and sighed. He didn't want to cry. He tried his best to hold in his tears but after not seeing Nick for almost a week and not knowing when he'll see him again is just getting the best of him. His tears finally fell down his face and he cried himself to sleep, the 'Nick Doll' in his arms.


Matthew rubbed at his eyes and looked down at his phone. 4 minutes until 7! He jumped up, quickly tweeted and hurriedly logged onto YouNow.

"Hey guys! Sorry I'm a minute or so late I um…I fell asleep and just now woke up…" he chuckled. "I um…I was really upset. I just, I miss Nick a lot and it's really hard…"

Nick slowly creeped into Matthew's bedroom and the fans went nuts.
"OMG MATT LOOK BEHIND YOU!"

"MATT OMFG NICK'S HERE"

"NIIICKKK! :D"

Matthew was too distracted by the sides of his hat to look up at the computer screen.

"When you love a person the way I love Nick it's hard to be without them for long periods of time. And I…I know for us we're…we're together all the time when he's home. I know being a part for a week or two isn't too bad. Some relationships deal with being a part for a much longer time but for any couple…to go from seeing each other a lot to being apart from each other is hard…"

"It is hard…" Nick said with a smile. Matthew snapped his head back and grinned.

"Nick!" Matthew got up from the bed and moved to hug him. Nick hugged him tight, rubbing his back.

"I thought your car was broke and your parents…what about them?"

"Well, I got my car fixed and my parents well…I told them I'll be back sometime soon, and that I needed to be here with you. You seemed really upset when we're were texting earlier." Matthew pulled back from the hug and he leaned up and pressed their lips together. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 quick kisses before the kisses got more passionate. Matthew fell back on the bed, Nick beside him as they kissed sweetly. Matthew brought his hand back to Nick's ass and rubbed a little. Nick moaned softly before pulling away.

"Um…Matthew we're still live…" Matthew laughed and kissed him one last time.

"We'll finish this later…" he whispered to him.