I miss you, the pain of it tears away at everything that i am
but what can i do, your gone and as i wish for your return
i know that you shall never return
that knowledge destroys me eating from the inside
the pain wont go away
i wanted to join you
but they wouldnt let me come to you
they dont even try and understand what happened that day
they hide putting away everything
wanting to forget you in order to save themselves
but even if i wished it, to forget you...would forfiet everything that i was
Hikaru..did you know how i loved you more than i ever should
somewhere deep inside i wanted to take you away from all of the world
hide you away to spend days in tranquility with me
but shall that happen now
because you have left
left me alone to froever walk this world along
i wish to join you in your end, but i cant they wont let me
you wont let me, your memory binds my skin
But one day i shall join you to find the peace we had
i yearn for you like a brother never should
i cant stop myself from wanting you
so i shall come to you find you and never let you go again
hikaru i love you.