DISCLAIMER: Ally Carter owns the Gallagher Girls and I own the rest of the made up characters (except Nick Cross) and the plot enjoy. Also read the Authors Note at the end please!

Cammie's POV

"3 years ago Zachary Goode went MIA." I felt the Directors eyes on me, but I refused to look up at him. He sighed and then continued on "3 years ago, the Circle came crashing down, but a new and lethal group has risen and their target is the same."

I drew in a sharp breath and felt the eyes of 19 others staring at me, waiting for me to slip up and let out a sob.

An uncomfortable silence blanketed the room for 1 minute and 38 seconds (but who's counting?).

"Cameron?" My head snapped up at the sound of the Director calling my name.

"Sir?" I whispered it and wasn't surprised that he heard it; he was a spy after all.

He smiled sadly at me as he spoke "Take yourself and your team to Rome; you'll be further debriefed tomorrow."

Rome.

My dad died in Rome.

Zach went MIA in Rome.

Rome was the city of my nightmares, going there would be torture and that's not a word I used lightly.

"Cammie?" I turned around to face Liz who was holding Jonas' hand tightly. "Do me a favor please?"

I sighed "Sure, anything for you Lizzie."

Liz let go of Jonas' hand and placed both on my shoulders. "Don't stay home alone tonight; you can't handle the grief on your own."

I tried to smile at Liz to reassure her, but it pained me to even try and turned in to a grimace. I looked down at my engagement ring, today marked the third year since Zach had propped to me. Sadness washed over me as I thought about it.

I looked up to see that Bex and Macey had taken the place of Liz without my knowledge. So much for spy senses.

Macy was scrutinizing my outfit as I whispered "He's not dead you know, I just know it."

Bex sighed and looked out the door at Grant who was ever so idiotically thumb wrestling with Nick. Her accent was thick as she spoke to me "I believe you Cam it's just that…" she trailed off but my patience was running thin and I wanted to know what she had to say.

Her cocoa colored eyes pierced my plain brown ones as she began again. "Cam, maybe Zach hasn't comeback because he's trying to keep you safe, or, even though I hate to say it, maybe he's moved on after all these years."

"No!" I stood, shaking my head. "He promised me Bex, he said he'd always love me and that he'd always come back to me, he… he promised" I barely got the last words out before my legs collapsed under me and I hit the ground sobbing.

"Cammie, shhh it going to be ok, Zach would be an idiot not to love you." Macey soothed me, her arms around me in an awkward hug.

I sat on the floor; head down in silence until Bex's heavily accented voice cut through the awkward air like a knife. "Come on Cammie, let's go pack." I peered up at her, not wanting to stand but got up anyway and left the room

I will find you Zachary Goode, no matter what.

(AN: This is my first ever fanfic on this website, you can also find it on Wattpad, it has the same title and everything. I want good and bad criticism and I want all you grammar Nazis to tell me what I did wrong. I have the second chapter already written and waiting to be uploaded, however I would like at least 10- 20 reviews before I do so. If not I will upload whenever. Thank you guys!(:)