Today has been the worst day ever. Then again I say that about every day. It feels like the same day over and over again. Someone make it stop. Nothing changes in my life.
My forever crush is still only my best friend. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. My parents still don't think I'm mature enough to take care of myself, let alone my little sister.
Sure, Benny and I have recently discovered our powers, and vampires, and all sorts of paranormal stuff. But in all honesty that hasn't changed our everyday lives.
We battle evil vampires, killer plants, and werewolves. Yet, everyday when we return home or begin a new day at school we have to keep our adventures and moments of heroism to ourselves. Those looking in on our friendship think of us as a couple of nerds.
The smallest change would make me so happy I might just melt. When I think of melting I think of my crush. One kiss from him would just make me melt into a puddle of lovey dovey-ness. Though, I doubt he would find that sexy.
Just one change, that is all I want. But in order to get that I would have to take that first step. Oooh, this is going to be difficult. I wonder if Sarah might have some useful advice. Hmmm... First, I would have to tell her that I'm gay and hope for her to accept me. And if she does I might be able to get some great tips in charming boys.
What, a great idea! I'll call her first thing tomorrow, but for now I should probably get some sleep.
