MY SAVIOR
"Where's Daddy?" A sea of pain slowly enveloped my body. I was such a young boy, how could I handle all of this… "He's on a trip Prim." That was one of the hardest moments of my life. Why did this have to happen?! Why did my Fat… why did Jesse have to leave me alone with my Mother and my sister. I was only eight years old when he left us. I became the man of the house when I was still a child, no not even a child a baby! I mean look at what I was going through. My Father just left our family, my Mother was alone sobbing hysterically in her room, and I had to explain to my little baby sister where he was.
I hate him, Jesse, he's not my father. I have no Father. That man ruined my life, or did he? If he stayed maybe I would've become a thug like him. But no use thinking of that, right now I have a story to tell. "Prim, you must know that even though Daddy is gone he is still with you in your heart, and most of all that he loves you." A smile filled her small pudgy face as shiny silver hair fell across her face. Basically I lied to her. Jesse hated us, and he sure wasn't with us then. I was very upset but had to be strong for Mom and Primera. I remember the first few weeks after he left, I would act strong and be their rock but then when I would run to the bathroom or my bed room I would cry terribly, I was losing my sanity back then. JESSE LEFT US!!!!!!!
"Calm down Billy, keep on going." I looked up into her soft gentle eyes, Elly's. I must have zoned out for a second, I looked around and recalled my surroundings, the Yggdrasil. I was telling Fei, Bart, and Elly about how I ended up with as a priest. They were my friends, I could tell them. I wiped the sweat that glistened off of my face and continued.
First I tried filling his shoes, being the perfect son and brother, not showing them that I had any sadness or pain. Eventually I didn't need to go to my room every five minutes to ball my eyes out, I was getting over him. My memories of him were decreasing and mixing together, I rarely thought of him more than once a day at this point. Prim was even better, I doubt at this point she knew who he even was, or that he even existed. We were all getting over the trauma.
But everything changed that day, the day the wels came, the reapers. They attacked our small farmhouse and plowed through our house looking for fresh meat to consume. They went for me and Prim first but then my Mother….
Elly put her hand on my shoulder, "It's ok Billy you're safe now, so is Primera. Do you want to continue?" I nodded a little, I didn't really want to but anything for that beautiful face.
The struck her down dead and clamored at her remains, they were cannibals!!! My thoughts all at once flashed to Jesse, he was a monster with guns, he could've prevented this, but no HE LEFT US!!!! HE ALLOWED HER TO DIE!!! IT WAS HIS FAULT!!!! Calm, I needed to calm down, I put my head into my hands and continued the story. But they weren't satisfied with just my Mother, they wanted me and Prim too. I ran in front of Prim ready to defend her as best I could. And then in a flash of light he appeared. Like our angel ready to save us, three shots erupted from his barrel, and three dead reapers laid before us, they're dead bodies decomposing within seconds.
Elly pushed a stray lock of her golden red hair back, "Was it Jesse?" Rage, I felt rage. "NO IT WASN"T JESSE! It was my savior a priest! I wanted to become just like him, an Etone." I plunged my fist through a table, got up and left the room, look at the Etone now, look at them now, servants to Solaris, is that what I am too? Am I…. The same as them?
