I'll be a runaway
"You're freaking out again
'Cause all your fears
Remind you another dream has come undone
You feel so small and lost like you're the only one
You wanna scream 'cause you're
Desperate
You want a reason to keep believing
That someday you're gonna see the light
You're in the dark
There's no one left to call
And sleep's your only friend
It's your life, it's time you face it "
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Present timeā¦
Dean heard the sound of his heavy breathing as everything that surrounded him was a dead silence. He had been looking for Sam and Jack for two freaking weeks now, however he had found nothing but frustration and the irresistible desire to punch his brother until he passed out. He was not even kidding.
How could the kid had done that? Sam had betrayed him, leaving every single thing he could track him with. His cellphone was laying on the table right next to him, and the laptop was in his room. Little did he know, Sam had never seen him put a tracker devise on it. Apparently, he was wrong. His kid brother was smarter than he believed he was.
"Dammit Sammy, I hope you are safe or I'll freaking kick your ass" said aloud
He had not been comfortable being around Jack and Sam knew it too damn well. Their last hunt had ended pretty badly as Jack, clearly out of control, sent Sam flying towards a cement wall, knocking him out and giving him a good concussion.
He remembered he screamed at him, right before he ran towards his unconscious little brother, trying to wake him up. Jack must have told Sam about his threats to kill him if he did one more mistake, since three days later both of them were gone and now unreachable.
Cass was dead, and so was his mother and Crowley. God was missing, clearly giving a damn about them anymore. Since he went to church with Amara he vanished and never came back.
He had no one to ask for help this time. He could not trust other hunters or angels, since they wanted Jack's head on a stick. He could understand them though. Jack was the Devil's son, and it was matter of time before he would turn evil. He was human, and according to Sam that side would win in him, however he had a dark side as well.
He could still recall the fight he had had with his brother, the very last fight that had. God, he wished he hadn't said those words to him...
He said those words to his brother because he knew it would hurt him. That was the truth. Sam was getting too involved with Jack's feelings, and he had to make him see what they were dealing with.
Sure, he could have found another way to say it, but he knew himself. The loss of a loved one was never easy to him, and being all alone with his brother again was harder than ever. He had had a friend, a mother, and brother, but now he was alone. Dean had lost everyone he loved.
The elder Winchester made a pit stop in the kitchen to grab a cold beer, knowing that he could not do anything. It was night already and the clues to find his brother and the freaking devil's son was getting colder every day.
If Jack had ran away on his own, Sam would have quoted himself. He would have said, "People don't just disappear, Dean. They just stop looking for them".
Maybe he was right, maybe he wasn't. Who knew? What if he couldn't find them until it was too late? What if Sammy was dead by then? He would be damned if he let that happen to him. No way.
Dean left the kitchen and headed towards his room. When was the last time he actually slept? He did not remember, and now he wished he didn't have to. His father had given him one job, and it was look after his little brother. When had he failed his only mission? When had he stopped being the big brother Sam needed?
Rage and violence were pumping through his veins, and he could not think about anything else than killing the little 'angel'. He hated himself. He let Sam down, and there was nothing he could do about it.
As he fell asleep, the words he had said to Sam came back to torment him, leaving only guilt and sorrow in him.
Dean Winchester was screwed.
TBC...?
Author's note: Hey guys! I dreamt with Sam and Dean having a fight, and this fic came to my mind. Should I keep writing it?
Please review J
