Here is what I thought would have been been fun to happen when Rory comes back from Washington... In other words what I would have likes to happen hee hee tell me what you think...
Disclaimer: not mine never will be!!
Rory Gilmore was always the good girl... doing what she was told,going out of her way to help people,always doing the right thing,never wanting to let people down and she was sick of it. No longer did she want to be known as Rory Gilmore the goody two shoes, she wanted to be her own person. She felt trapped like she needed to free her self and she didn't know how.
At night she would cry her self to sleep she was so unhappy,andmore than anything else in the world she wanted to be with Jess. She knew she loved him and it broke her heart to see him kissing Shane so passionately under the tree that day. She wished it were here and Shane.
Dean was an Ok guy she liked himreally she did but she felt nothing when he kissed her now. No fire works,stars,and orchestra. Nothinglike when she and Jess Kisses on the dayof Sookie's wedding.she was starting to see him asa friend or even abrother but not a boyfriend. She knew it was not fair to him if she kept leading him on so she needed to end things with him as soon as possible.
Rory wiped away her tears and sat up pulling a pillow in to her lap and looking into the mirror that hung on her wall and said to her reflection "Tomorrow!" hugged the pillow to her chest and sighed.
The next morning Lane ranting on about her mother as the two of them walked down the street
Rory was listing and trying to help her out as much she could but she kept thinking about how and when she was going to tell Dean. She was brought out of her thoughts as she was Lane walk right into the beauty store.
"Lane...Lane? what are you doing?" she asked fallowing her in to the store
1/2 an hour later they sat in Lane's Bathroom getting ready to bleach Lane's hair so they could dye it purple.
Rory smiled while Lane went on about Dave,she was saying things that reminded her of the way she felt when she was around Jess. She just smiled and nodded letting Lane know that she was listening.
and hour and a half later after freaking out Lane had Rory go back to the store and buy her Black hair dye. Once she reached the store she took a deep breath and walked in knowing Shane was going to be there.
Once she reached for the black hair dye she looked at Shane and listened to what she was saying... with in and instant she knew she was talking to HIM! She looked her self in the mirror that hung up in the store let out a groan she did not look like what felt at all. she looked back at the hair dye and decided it was time for a change...and now was the time! she grabbed some more dye and cringed as she walked up to Shane so she could pay.
" Are you looking? No you are not You're watching TVshe went on
After having an argument with Shane Rory headed back to Lane's house to re-dye her hair Black.
After fixing Lanes hair they decided that they would go for a walk. Lane still went on about how wonderful Dave was and Rory was still thinking about Jess. and in that instant she had bumped into him but he didn't seem bothered by it he just looked at her as he and Shane kept walking.
"That Girl is so strange" Shane told Jess as they keep on walking.
"What was that all about?" Lane asked Rory
" Nothing.. it's been a long day" she started
Just then Loralie wrapped her arms around the both of them and says
" ughhh people who like me!!"
Both the girls laughed a little knowing that her Speech must not have gone so well. Once Lane left Loralie asked Rory if she wanted to go get something to eat, and Rory refused telling her she had something important to do. Loralie understood and told her that she would bring her back some pancakes. Rory smiled and thanked her mom.
Once Loralie was out of sight Rory sighed and the smile slipped of her face. and headed in the direction Dean was in. Ten minutes later she was standing in front of the store giving her self a pep talk. ' Ok Rory you can do this... it's not fare to him... we are not meant to be and he deserves to be happy...' she took on last breath and said to her self out loud "It's now or never".
She walked in and saw him standing there re-stocking shelves and walked up to him. once he saw her he smiled and Rory did not.
"Rory, hey how are you?" he asked leaning down to kiss her but she turned her face away in time for him to kiss her cheek.
" I'm fine" she replied looking down at the floor.
Dean frowned and put the cans of corn on the shelf and looked at her she didn't look like her usual
happy bouncy self and it worried him.
" Rory, what's the matter? are you ok?" asked concerned placing is hands on her shoulders bending down a little so they could be eye level.
Rory looked up him and smiled a weak smile
"I'm fine really... butI need to talk to you do you think you can take a break?" she asked
" Yeah I'm sure Taylor can spare me for ten minutes..." he started
" Great becauseI have something really importantI NEED to tell you" she replied walking ahead of him
Dean just nodded and took of his apron and fallowed Rory out side.
" So what's up? what do you NEED to tell me?" he asked reaching out to take her hand but she quickly shoved them into her pockets. Dean just raised an eye brow wondering what was up with her she was acting weird.
"Rory... what is going on?" Dean asked taking a seat next to her on the bench
She looked up at him bite her bottom lip and looked into his eyes and started
" I'm sorry Dean I really... I really" she broke off looking at the floor and looked back up at him
and started over again.
" Dean I don't think this is working out any more..." she managed to get out and look at him to see his reaction.
She saw shock and confusion on his face.
"Waaa... huh? Rory what are you talking about?" he scooted closer to her but she just moved away
" I'm sorry Dean this is just not working out for me..." she replied
" What is not working out for you Rory what are you talking about?" he asked confused
" Us, I am talking about us Dean...we are just not working out any more..." she said getting up
" I don't get it Rory! why are you doing this?" he asked getting up as well
" I just don't feel the same way about you any more...it's been a while too I just didn't know until a few months ago..." she looked at him and saw that he was upset and she really didn't fell like having a big seen in the middle of the park and in front of every one and she really didn't not want to cry about this,she was tired of crying all the time so she decided to leave before he got all weepy on her.
" Dean I'm sorry... I'm just going to leave now... I'll be seeing you" and with that she turned and walked away.
Unknown to the couple there was someone watching from the shadows with a slight smile on his face at the seen that played out in front of him.
He looked at where Rory was headed and knew where she was heading and decided to fallow her and talk to her. Stomping out his cigarette he did just that.
Rory was brought out of her day dream by the sound of foot stepsthat wereapproaching... she smiled a genuine smile this time because she knew who it was there was only one person she knew that walked that way, with and argent stride and a slight shuffle.
Once the steps started to get slower and closershe spoke up "What now Jess? I'm really not in the mood"
At the sound of her voice he stopped in his tracks and smiled " How did you know it was me? how did you know I was not some stalker who wanted to kill you?" he asked walking up closer to her and taking a seat next to her.
"There is no one else in the world that has timing like you... again I ask what do you want?" she said with out looking at him.
" It's a free country can't a guy sit and enjoy the peace and quite?" was his reply
" you are right it is a free country so enjoy the peace and quite all you want then...I'm going home"
she got up and started to walk away.
'Fuck!' thought Jess as she got up and started to walk away... before he knew it he was calling out her name.
"Rory wait!!"
She tuned around and looked at him " Whatnow Jess?"
Once she looked at him with those baby blue eyes he didn't know what to say to her should he tell her he knew about her and Dean,or should he just go up to her and kiss her breathless... he was maybe he should go for the kiss but once he too a deeper look into her eyes he saw something was wrong with her, he could tell that she was not happy but he didn't know why. when ever he saw her she was always laughing and having a good time with Lane, Sookie,Loralie,and Dean but not now... saw pain,sadness,and unhappiness.
" Ya know what Jess? I really don't have time for this shit so if you are not going to say anything I'm leaving good bye" and she walked off before he could say anything
Jess was confused why would Rory have any reason to be unhappy? she was to beautiful and caring to unhappy he wished he knew what was wrong and if there was anything he could do to help her.He really did care for her. He had never felt this was about any one before, he really wanted to be the one to hold her comfort her and make sure she was not upset any more. 'I'm going to find out' he thought as he watched her disappear.
Once Rory reached her house she walked in and straight to her room not bothering to even see if her mother was home or not.
Once Rory reached the house she walked in and straight to her room not bothering to even see if her mother was home or not.In the safety of her room she collapsed on to her bed closed her eyes for a short nap.
"Rory... babe you home?" called out Loralie's voice twenty minutes after Rory had arrived and taken a nap. She groaned when she heard Loralie knock on the door and enter her room.
"Hey, sleepy head you feeling okay?" she asked taking a seat in her bed
"Mhhm...what time is it?" Rory asked rolling over
"4:24... so what you do today?" she asked trying to start a conversation
"Well I broke up with Dean today...I just couldn't lead him on like that any more...I just couldn't" she replied sitting up
"Awwwwww sweetie are you ok? do you wanna stay in watch a few movies,have a coffee and ice-cream binge?do the whole comforting thing? we call Lane and see if she wants to join us..." Loralie told her while she was storing her hair.
"No it's ok mom...really I'm not as upset asI thoughtI would be..I feel some what relivedI meanI don't feel guilty any more..." Rory assured her mom
"Are you sure? I don't have anything to do tonight so it would really be no problem..."
"Really mom I'm sure i will be fine...promises"
"Alright if you are sure" Loralie comforted her daughter
"Do you need anything?" she asked her running her finger through Rory's hair
Just then she got the courage to do something she has been wanting to do for ages but never found the right time... and now was the perfect time, time for a new like,a new look and now was the time to do it! she was always worried about what Dean would think and now she was free of him so there was nothing stopping her now so she decided to go for it.
"Well yeah kinda..." she started
"What? What is it babe what do you need?" she asked getting up to get it was whatever she wanted
"Mom sit down... I was just going to ask you ifI could have some money I was thinking about getting a hair cut and maybe a coloring that's all... nothing much you know a new look..."
Loralie nodded and understood " Yeah babe sure... butI didn't have time to get to an ATM soI don't have any cash I'll just give you my card..." she said taking out her Visa card and handing it over to Rory who was smiling.
"Thanks mom! I'll see you in a few" she got up and reajusted her cloths and graded a purse put the card in to her wallet and was heading out.
"Wait... do you want me to come with you? likeI saidI don't have anything to do tonight..."
"It's ok mom I can handel it... I'll just show you what I did when I get back...I'll even wear a hat so no one can see see it before you! what do you say? she asked placing her hand on the door knob.
"Alright I guess I'll have to settle for being the first person to see...even thoughI will not be the first person to see it..." she replied getting off the bed
"What do you mean mom?" Rory asked confused
"Well the hair dresser is going to be the first to see it...I mean she is going to be working with it" Loralie pointed out
Rory rolled her eyes and laughed "I love you mom" she said as they walked out of her room "Love you too kido"
Rory walked back home happy with what Nikki had done with her hair, it was exactly what she wanted, and as promised she brought her blue bennie to cover her hair so her mother would be the first to see it. She was lost in her own little world not noticing the figure walking up to her doing the same thing she was, before there was any time to react they collided in to each other sending her bennie flying off.
"I'm sorry...I wasn't paying attention to where I was going are you ok?"
'No no no no no no no no no no no no no!!!!' though Rory as she was on her hands and knees trying to hide her face behind her new hair from Jess 'Please please please please please god don't let him know it's me please!!!' she prayed
"Are you ok? did you get hurt?" he asked holding his hand to her to help her up
'OkI need to find my bennie and then jus leave...I can do this and he will never know its me...ok now where is that fucking beanie?' she thought to her self as she looked for her beanie.
Jess still stood there holding his hand out but she just kept looking for her beanie. Once she found it she grabbed it and ran leaving a confused Jess standing there to think about the black haired beauty he had just bumped into.
Okay there is the first chapter the second one is should be on its way soon it's in the works right now as we speak!! temme what you think hee hee don't forget to review!!!
Risma
