I wasn't the one with protocols on everyone. I wasn't the one that had detailed descriptions of how to neutralize everyone. I might work with the Bat, but that doesn't mean I have a handle on everything he does. So, why don't my friends trust me? Does all this mean they were never really my friends? No, that can't be. We spent far too much time together for that to be true. Maybe the truth is they were my friends and they just aren't very good friends. Or maybe they're right no to trust me. Maybe I am too Bat like now and then. Why is it my life seems to fall apart every time I start to think I have a handle on it. Okay, Tim, now you sound like a melodramatic teenager. Maybe this is how all those Arkham types get to be the way they are. Their entire lives go to hell around them, and then before they know it they are out there dressed in bright colors and torturing people. Okay, whoa, did I just think I was going down the same path as The Joker? That's it, time for bed. I'm going to let my mind rest for now maybe, hopefully, it will take the hint.

The End