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This is my first fan fic so please review and let me know what you think!
Can it get any worse?
Chapter one!
Hello my name is Isabella Marie Swan. I'm 17 years old and in year eleven at school and this is my story.
My life isn't sweet or innocent. I love to read and write. I love to play the piano and sing, even though not many people know I can sing. I'm a plain average person and I'm not that pretty. I have long chocolate curly brown hair that goes right down to the top of my ass with chocolate eyes and a heart shaped face. I don't have curves in all the right places. Just plain boring, that's me. my life is not as bad as the people's that come and go from my families house. I feel sorry for them, they have done something bad worse then bad to piss off my father and brother and my brothers best mate. Well that's how I understand it.
In my family there is my dad Charlie Swan, the boss. He has short brown hair and the same eyes as mine. He has some muscle but not the intermediated kind, he has a tat on his right arm of a skull and cross bones. On his left arm is one with mine and Emmett name. mine is in a heart and Emmett's is in a skull. On his chest is a heart with my mums name in it. My mum Renee Swan has long bleach blond hair that goes to the middle of her back. She has blue eyes and a few tats like my dad and has her ears and nose pierced. Then there is my dads main man, my bro Emmett Charlie Swan. He is so buff that I have never seen anyone as buff as him. He has muscles on his upper arms the size of my two fists together. He has found his soul-mate Rose Hale, she is just as cold as him and looks like she has stepped out of one of those fashion magazines with her lovely blond hair and ice blue eyes.
Then there is my bro's best mate Jasper Whitlock, who a lot of people don't see the threat in as he comes across as a sweet fun loving man but boy isn't that their mistake he can be just as bad as my brother when he has to be. Jasper has blond- brown hair and grey eyes he has also found his soul-mate Alice Cullen who is also my best friend. She is a little pixy and always full of energy and loves to go shopping. She has short brown hair that spikes up every where.
Then there is Jacob Black, his friends call him Jake. He is my boyfriend because of my parents. I don't love him he is more of a best friend to me, that was until he thought that he was the best thing that happened to my family and they would never get rid of him. He has dark black hair and russet skin and dark brown eyes. He has a muscular build but not like Emmett. These boys are the ones that go get the scum, as my dad says, and brings them here if they keep them hostage. Or they go to people's places to teach them a lesson from where they find them if they need a reminder.
I try not to get involved in there mobster stuff but I still know what happens and I fear as there is nothing I can do to help these people I don't know if they deserve what my family does to them or not. I fear for there lives. who are we to say someone should die or not. I was at home sitting on my bed with the music up so I couldn't hear the screams from the basement. I was singing along with the music when Alice walked in and gasped. she had never heard me sing before. I didn't even realize that she was there or even that the music went off as I was to much in thought. She ran over to me and started jumping up and down asking why I never told her I could sing this well? Oh no she's not suppose to know.
"Well why didn't you tell me Bella" Alice asked
" 'cause I can't! I don't have a pretty voice Alice" I replied
"oh don't tell me that fucking bullshit you do so" Alice said, I rolled my eyes at her.
"What are you doing here any ways Alice"
"oh I came to give you the good news Edwards coming home in a couple of weeks isn't that great?" I didn't even know Edward, he was locked up before him and his family even moved here two years ago. Her and Edward are Twins and my age
"yea it is" I replied to her so we sat there and chatted then I seen that look on her face that far away look that she gets when she has a plan. I usually don't like these plans they lead to me embarrassing myself. I hate attention drawn to myself so I asked Alice what she was going to do her reply was "Bella how much do you love me?" "What do you want Alice? and you know that I love you like my sister" it's true she's like the sister I never had.
"oh well I think you should enter the school talent show with me you can play the piano and sing while I dance to it" oh no way was I doing that and I told her so even though I knew I would lose this battle. We went on arguing for another five minutes till I gave up and said
"fine!" we decided that I would sing and play my heart will go on while she did her dance. she is a very graceful person, when she walks it always looks like she's doing a ballet.
Time seemed to fly by and before I knew it I had Jake calling out to me. Alice and I went down stairs to the living room where every one was,
"Do you need me tonight Charlie?" Jake asked my dad
"not till twelve son" he replied
"Okay, can I take Bella to my house and bring her back about eleven"
"Yea sure if she wants" dad said. As if I had a choice. I would just get the abusive yelling that seemed to happen for the last couple of weeks. We were driving to his house and he looked so angry then I knew this wasn't going to be good for me. When Jake got to his house we went to his room. He was pacing up and down the little space in his room for about five minutes before I said "Jake what's wrong?"
"you're a little SLUT" he yelled the last word at the end. He came over to me and said "why did you do it Bella?" well I was in shock I didn't know what he was on about. He has talked bad to me before but never called me a slut I didn't know what to think. He slapped me hard across the face and said "well Bella, why?" I started to cry with the slap and the evil in his eyes only made me cry harder and this made him angrier but I said "I don't know what you mean, What did I do?"
"Don't lie to me you bitch! you know what the hell I'm talking about. You kissed Mike Newton of all people it had to be him? you fucked up bitch" he was right in my face with each word he spat at me. I was in total shock
"I never did that" I yelled at him but he wasn't listening to me. He believed what he believed and that was it. he said "now you have to pay you spoiled selfish bitch. you don't disrespect me like that. Your own boyfriend and you just sit there crying like you did nothing wrong. HA!" as he was saying this he made me scared. So I moved into the corner of the bed and curled up into a ball and that is when he done he's evil laugh at me and started to take his belt off. I was shaking by this point. He came over to me and pulled me by the hair so I had to stand on the floor in front off him
"are you going to keep disrespecting me?" he said
"no I'm not please believe me Jake" I was crying and scared as hell. I didn't know what he was going to do to me but he looked evil right now so I shut my eyes so I couldn't see him wishing it would all go away, "Have you slept with anyone you slut?" I couldn't believe he was asking me this I was still a virgin and he knows this "look at me when I'm talking to you and answer me you bitch!" I opened my eyes and yelled "NO!" right in his face. I was angry and upset that he thought that little of me, well that was the wrong thing to do he laughed evil again then slapped me on my belly instantly bruising it,
"my dad and brothers are going to kill you when they find out" I said I was so angry and hurt I thought he loved me but I was wrong I realized. He grabbed my hips and whispered in my ear so mean and harsh it made me cringe "Who do you think they will believe? me or you? oh and I know you came on to mike and now your going to get punished for disrespecting me like that" I was wide eyed as I knew he was right
about my dad and Emmett as they would take his side and not mine. I couldn't think of what to say to get me out of here so I said "I'm sorry baby please don't hurt me I didn't mean it please I love you and only you" he looked at me like I was a piece of shit. Like he knew I was trying to get away from him and have him stop hurting me "what will you do to prove it to me?" he asked and before I even thought about it I blurted out "anything you want" well that was a mistake he started to kiss me while his hands were moving up my leg to my vagina, "stop please Jake stop" I asked him "why you said anything didn't you mean it ?" "not like this you know I want to wait" I said "wait for what we love each other what else is there?" he yelled at me, I let my temper get in my way again and yelled
"YOU DON"T FUCKING LOVE ME JAKE!" well that was a waste of time he didn't even care just a look of hatred filled his eyes and told me "you got no one else baby every one hates you. Oh and no I don't, I just put up with you because I felt sorry for you" he still had a hold of me around the waste so hard that I knew that I would be bruised up buy now with that he pushed me to the floor and said
"if you tell anyone about any of this tonight I will kill you. Do you understand me?" "yes" I agreed as I knew I had no one to tell that would believe me "promise me bitch" "I promise" I said "oh and Bella when we're not with your family you are to call me master. got it? as I'm doing you a favor by being your so called 'boyfriend' " I knew that he was right and everything he said was true so I did the only thing I could
"y-y-yes m- m- m- master". We went home and Jake went with my dad and I had a shower to ease and relax my sore body in the heat of the hot water and also collect my thoughts I knew there was nothing left now. my dad might have every one scared but as Jake pointed out he wont believe me I got out and dressed quickly into my pants and long t-shirt and curled up into my warm bed and tried to sleep.
