Beyond Birthday One shots...
(Author note- while reading dis listen to numb by linkin park thats where i go the inspiration from, thanks- :D
What have I become? A monster or a hero?
I was tired of what you wanted me to be, i felt faithless all my hope shattered at your touch, I'm lost under the surface, You expected me to be like you, I am under your pressure of walking and falling in your shoes.
Every step that I take in your shoes is another death wish to you, I've become numb at your fallen looks, and I can't feel you near me. I'm becoming who I want to be, not what you expect of me, all I've ever wanted was not this life.
What I want is to be less programmed like you and more like my true self, can't you see I'm falling; you're holding my hand too tightly, you're afraid to lose your lookalike. Every step that I take in your shoes is another death wish to you, and every victim I slaughter is wasting more time than I can take.
I've become numb at your fallen looks; i can't feel you near me. I'm becoming who I want to be, not what you expect of me, all I've ever wanted was not this life.
And I know I may end up fading like you, but I know I was just like you with someone encouraging you.
I've become numb at your fallen looks; i can't feel you near me. I'm becoming who I want to be, not what you expect of me, all I've ever wanted was not this life.
I've become numb at your fallen looks, I'm exhausted of who you expect of me to become, I've become numb at your fallen looks, I'm exhausted of who you expect of me to become.
No matter how hard i make this case for you, you still solve it easily.
