A/N These is some poems about Jacob and Bella. Some are sweet and some hate. I hope you enjoy and HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

Without You

By

Cameron Lund

JPOV

I HATE being patient, but I've got more of it than anyone else I know

I HATE having to put my self aside for something else,

But I care enough to do it

I find myself filled with a lot of that lately... this… Hate…

It sounds so weird to say it out loud… Hate…. It doesn't have a nice feeling.

I HATE-

It's just not me.

It's not how I want to be.

It doesn't sound right coming out of my mouth.

It doesn't sound right swirling through my head

Why is it that I find myself constantly forcing that word out of my head?

I hate that…

There it is again,

Lately it creeps up on me.

I know what causes it. I'm tired.

I'm tired of being patient and putting myself second

Second for you

I hate you

I don't hate you.

I hate the power you seem to have over me

I hate that I can't hate you.

I feel helpless,

The words echo through my head. They echo through the room.

The room

This room.

I hate this room.

The room you so kindly took the time to build for me.

the room in my head.

Once my sanctuary. – Now my enemy.

I hate this room.

I'm forced to sit in this damp windowless room.

There is no way out. Not yet anyways.

I have to wait.

Wait - And be patient.

Wait…

for you.