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Hi, my first fic! Hope u like it! I don't own max ride, or anything else. Please review, and make a new author happy!

As I stand in the funeral, I feel a deep sadness in my heart for my carer, father, betrayer, torturer, and more. I realise that, as much as I hate Jeb, he didn't deserve to die.

He was killed, by the white coats assassin team, for trying to save our lives. Those bastards shot him, as he tried to shield angel from there bullets, on the pier in Ireland.

He took us there so he could bond with us, regain our trust, and let us have fun. Some holiday! But at least it worked. He lived for 20 hours, and in those 20 hours, as I kept a vigil by his side, talking, laughing, crying with him, I came to realise that I didn't hate him.

He did some thing horrible to me, but he saved the world while doing it. I came to realise, in those last hours, that I would not have it any other way. In those hours, I came to love him.

Fate is indeed cruel to me, giving me the ability to love and respect my father, only as he lay on his deathbed. I am sorry I gave him such a bad life, never loving him, but I don't regret it.

As I stand here though, I am still conflicted with emotions, for the fate of another, Ari. Jeb did give me My four years of freedom, but at a terrible cost: his son. While I lived in luxury, my carers own son was tortured with unimaginable cruelty, turning him into a beast, taught an infant a world of dark tears, hatred, pain, suffering.

Jeb made a beast, a psychopath, a monster, never to know happiness, his only satisfaction to be found in the pain of others. Something I should pity, yet was forced to kill.

Jeb twisted my world, made me kill my own brother. And I believe that it is a sign of my immaturity that even in the last hours of his life, I could not bring myself to forgive him.

And I hate myself for it. And yet, the dark side of me can find satisfaction in that he is gone, to hurt me no more.

Goodbye, dad.

What did you think? This is oneshot, but is in the chronological timeline of my stories, and after this, my stories get darker, as max has lost her innocence. Review!