Pretty Girl

Girl!Szayel, which make it AU! Song by Sugarcult. He used her. He lied to her. So why? Why does she still love him?

Used. She felt used.

Pretty girl is suffering

while he confesses everything

He was such a liar, whispering into her ear, his lies of affection.

Pretty soon she'll figure out

what his intentions were about

He just wanted her for the sex. It was obvious. Stupid, stupid, stupid! Szayel locked herself in her room, gentle tears dripped onto the floor.

And that's what you get for

falling again

She comforted herself with her thoughts of malice towards the being who had caused her so much grief. But deep down, Szayel knew she couldn't kill him. Even if she could. She, despite it all, loved him.

You can never get 'em

outta your head

Images. Them kissing, them holding hands, making love, they swam to the surface of her mind. She couldn't think about anything else. Only him.

And that's what you get for

falling again

You can never get 'em

outta your head

A feeling of immense desolation overwhelmed the petite arrancar. The feeling she possessed, was one-sided love. Nothing in the world had ever hurt her this much.

It's the way

that he makes you feel

He made me . . . happy.

It's the way

that he kisses you

His kisses were tender, they were demanding, they were . . . perfect.

It's the way

that he makes you fall in

love

I love him. And I loved feeling that I was . . . special. That I was wanted. But it was a lie.

She's beautiful as usual

with bruises on her ego and

Used. She felt so stupid. Why couldn't she tell she was being used?

her killer instinct tells her to

be aware of evil men

Never again, she silently vowed, even though she really only wanted to be loved. For real.

And that's what you get for

falling again

It could be her fault.

You can never get 'em

outta your head

She had to stop thinking about him.

And that's what you get for

falling again

Images, images of his face surfaced in her memories.

You can never get 'em

outta your head

She really couldn't get him out of her head.

It's the way

that he makes you feel

Numb, the pink haired woman felt numb.

It's the way

that he kisses you

Her fingertips brushed over her lips. No more kisses, Szayel lost all awareness of the world around her.

It's the way

that he makes you fall in

love

Heartbroken was a term, just a figure of speech.

It's the way

that he makes you feel

Szayel had scoffed at those who claimed they were heartbroken: "If your heart was really broken, you'd be dead so shut up!"

It's the way

that he kisses you

But this feeling in her chest. It hurt . . . so bad. Why couldn't it just stop?

It's the way

that he makes you fall in

love

Heartbroken, numb, desolation, used, hatred, sadness, joy. Emotions.

Love

Szayel hated being love. It hurt so much.

Pretty girl

Suffering alone in her room.

Pretty girl

Crying softly, knees curled up to her chest.

Pretty girl is suffering

while he confesses everything

"I never loved you idiot. You never loved me. How can anyone love me? How can anyone love you?"

Pretty soon she'll figure out

you can never get 'em

outta of your head

His voice, his face, his touch, his warmth- Szayel felt it all, all within her head.

It's the way

that he makes you cry

She wouldn't be crying if it weren't for him.

It's the way

that he's in your mind

She wouldn't have seen these tormenting memories if it weren't for him

It's the way

that he makes you fall in

love

She wouldn't have been heartbroken if it weren't for him

It's the way

that he makes you feel

"Why?" Szayel pleaded softly, speaking to nothing but air.

It's the way

that he kisses you

"After it's over . . . After you made it clear you don't love me . . ."

It's the way

that he makes you fall in

love

"Why Nnoitra? Why do I still love you?"

Love