Pretty Girl
Girl!Szayel, which make it AU! Song by Sugarcult. He used her. He lied to her. So why? Why does she still love him?
Used. She felt used.
Pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everything
He was such a liar, whispering into her ear, his lies of affection.
Pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about
He just wanted her for the sex. It was obvious. Stupid, stupid, stupid! Szayel locked herself in her room, gentle tears dripped onto the floor.
And that's what you get for
falling again
She comforted herself with her thoughts of malice towards the being who had caused her so much grief. But deep down, Szayel knew she couldn't kill him. Even if she could. She, despite it all, loved him.
You can never get 'em
outta your head
Images. Them kissing, them holding hands, making love, they swam to the surface of her mind. She couldn't think about anything else. Only him.
And that's what you get for
falling again
You can never get 'em
outta your head
A feeling of immense desolation overwhelmed the petite arrancar. The feeling she possessed, was one-sided love. Nothing in the world had ever hurt her this much.
It's the way
that he makes you feel
He made me . . . happy.
It's the way
that he kisses you
His kisses were tender, they were demanding, they were . . . perfect.
It's the way
that he makes you fall in
love
I love him. And I loved feeling that I was . . . special. That I was wanted. But it was a lie.
She's beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego and
Used. She felt so stupid. Why couldn't she tell she was being used?
her killer instinct tells her to
be aware of evil men
Never again, she silently vowed, even though she really only wanted to be loved. For real.
And that's what you get for
falling again
It could be her fault.
You can never get 'em
outta your head
She had to stop thinking about him.
And that's what you get for
falling again
Images, images of his face surfaced in her memories.
You can never get 'em
outta your head
She really couldn't get him out of her head.
It's the way
that he makes you feel
Numb, the pink haired woman felt numb.
It's the way
that he kisses you
Her fingertips brushed over her lips. No more kisses, Szayel lost all awareness of the world around her.
It's the way
that he makes you fall in
love
Heartbroken was a term, just a figure of speech.
It's the way
that he makes you feel
Szayel had scoffed at those who claimed they were heartbroken: "If your heart was really broken, you'd be dead so shut up!"
It's the way
that he kisses you
But this feeling in her chest. It hurt . . . so bad. Why couldn't it just stop?
It's the way
that he makes you fall in
love
Heartbroken, numb, desolation, used, hatred, sadness, joy. Emotions.
Love
Szayel hated being love. It hurt so much.
Pretty girl
Suffering alone in her room.
Pretty girl
Crying softly, knees curled up to her chest.
Pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everything
"I never loved you idiot. You never loved me. How can anyone love me? How can anyone love you?"
Pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get 'em
outta of your head
His voice, his face, his touch, his warmth- Szayel felt it all, all within her head.
It's the way
that he makes you cry
She wouldn't be crying if it weren't for him.
It's the way
that he's in your mind
She wouldn't have seen these tormenting memories if it weren't for him
It's the way
that he makes you fall in
love
She wouldn't have been heartbroken if it weren't for him
It's the way
that he makes you feel
"Why?" Szayel pleaded softly, speaking to nothing but air.
It's the way
that he kisses you
"After it's over . . . After you made it clear you don't love me . . ."
It's the way
that he makes you fall in
love
"Why Nnoitra? Why do I still love you?"
Love
