Forbidden Emotion

By Hannio

Chapter 1

Mission acknowledged but...

DISCLAIMER: I own no-one, Not Heero, Not Trowa, Not Duo, Not Wufai or Quatre, or the Doctors, however I do own Nathan and Kenny so if you want to use them e-mail me and ask and then you can and they don't come into it for a bit yet.

AUTHOR NOTE: This story is a prologue to my Main Gundam Wing story "Past Rehaunts" in this you see how Heero and Trowa get together than it goes on in that story. My God I haven't down a Gundam story for months, I been so focused on DBZ fanfic that I hope I haven't lost my touch. Anyway I hope you enjoy and Chapter 2 will be on the way shortly.

"Your Mission Heero Yuy is to destroy the whole Barton Association. They need to be wiped out" Heero Yuy, the pilot of Gundam Wing Zero watched the flickering screen with his usual intentness. His room was in a state of darkness, something he found comforting. If he had been capable of showing emotion like a normal 15 year old his age, then his face would of probably of shown the confusion and surprise that was coarsing through him at the news, instead it remained emotionless.

"What about Doctor S?" he remarked in a cold voice. Doctor J gave something that could have been either a smirk or a twitch of the mouth.

"Doctor S has already been disposed of, I made sure of that myself" Heero gave a short nod, then he stopped as another thought struck him

"Do these orders include destroying Trowa Barton the Gundam pilot?"

"Yes. We have to destroy them all that is the mission. I'll leave the technique up to you, that's what you do best, destroy things, I've downloaded the base details into your computer already so it's up to you. I'll be in contact shortly. Have I made myself clear?" Heero watched the screen for a second and gave a curt shrug

"Mission accepted" then he switched the screen off and sat on his chair, eyes still watching the screen. He had always wondered deep down what he would do if a mission like this came up. When Doctor J felt too threatened by something and used his perfect solider to eliminate them. Heero never minded before, he was a monster anyway and always had been, ever since he was younger. He hadn't exactly had what people would describe as a normal childhood. Now at 15 the severe daily torment that Doctor J had called training had taken affect and the once happy cheerful boy had gone to be replaced by a cold man who's feelings were buried deep down still having an influence on him, as they were doing now. Somewhere alone the line the 5 Gundam pilots had gotten as close as they could to each other. Probably because they seemed to be the only 5 like that, they could all relate in certain ways to what they were being put through in the name of peace. Now Heero had to disregard that feeling of comradeship which before he couldn't fight, and kill the one he considered himself closest too. He sighed, holding his head in his hands, his head hurt, part of him was telling him to disregard the orders and carry on as he was doing. It made sense for all 5 Gundam pilots to be alive; to complete the main objective but his other half demanded he obeyed the orders he accepted. He looked up his Prussian blue eyes hardening. This wasn't any difference to any of the other mission he had accepted in the past; Trowa would soon be just another person who was wiped out by his hands.

"Heero" Heero turned his body in the chair automatically pulling his gun out and pointed it at the intruder; Heero's muscles relaxed slightly when he saw the tall elegant frame of Trowa

"Trowa" he said in response, which was more than he usually gave anyone. They stared at each other before Heero turned away turning his screen on to see writing coming up, he watched the words form but didn't pay attention, he was too aware of the green gaze boring into him "What?" he demanded. Trowa gave a small shrug

"Dinners ready. I thought you may of wanted to know" he commented quietly. Heero gave a slight nod of acknowledgement "Oh" Heero looked up at him again to see Trowa's mouth twitching slightly "And don't worry Duo didn't cook this time" he said. Last time Duo had attempted cooking his speciality of hotdogs, he had forgotten about it as some new interest had taken his fancy and by the time he remembered they were uneatable.

"I heard that" a voice yelled and the figure of Duo Maxwell came rushing up the stairs and down the corridor, his long brown braid waving behind him as Violet eyes narrowed on his target "I'm gonna get you for that Trowa" he yelled. Trowa watched him calmly and than at the last minute, just as Duo dived at him, he flipped himself on the banister catching Duo wide eyed look up at him before he went sailing by and crashing into Heero's room, landing by his feet. Heero looked down at the fallen figure at his feet and had a great urge to laugh, instead he let his mouth curve into a smile of enjoyment as Duo sat up "No fair Trowa" he complained "You weren't meant to move away" Trowa casually jumped down from his perch and looked at Duo folding his arms

"So" he questioned, Duo opened his mouth to reply and realising that he didn't have one to give, he looked frantically round the room than settled on sticking his tongue out. Trowa looked up "As I was saying Dinner's ready and since Wufai's cooked it, it should be eatable" then he turned and walked down the corridor, his feet making no sound. Heero watched him go then looked down at Duo who was watching him

"You still here?" he commented he could hear that his own voice sounded dangerous but he knew Duo was tough enough to take it.

"Oops just going don't worry. I'll see you downstairs" he said jumping to his feet and racing out the room "There better be food for me" Heero shook his head as he heard Duo's cry and stared at the details on the screen. It was easy enough to accomplish, well most of it. An image of Trowa came to his head before he shook it. Whatever he did he had to decide soon.

There you have it part 1please review and I'll get chapter 2 done. No flames but any other type is cool.