~ Ok this is just a little side project I got in my head not to long ago, its just a little one chapter deal so umm yeah, I don't own Johnny, Jhonen does, and I don't own the poem at the end of this so does Jhonen so don't go saying to me "you stole that!!" because I know I didn't write the damn poem ok? So please enjoy and review! ~



A large mirror sat leaning against the wall, Johnny could not help but stop and glance at it. There was thick layer of dust covering it surfaces, with the sleeve of his shirt Johnny rubbed it clean, his ghostly reflection caught his eye.

"This cant be me, this cant be what I've become"

He touched the flesh under his eye, it was purple and swollen from lack of sleep, he hated what he saw, but still he kept looking. The image began to change; his reflection began to move even when he stood still. He saw himself look healthy again, the Johnny on the other side smiled and laughed, but it was not a mocking laugh it was a laugh of joy. The other Johnny's body was thick, his hair shinny and his skin clear of blemishes and sleep circles.

"Come one Nny!" the reflection said waving

Johnny blinked a bit, he saw himself sitting and joking with other people; people who enjoyed his company. One again his reflection waved at him luring him to come join their happy little world.

"Come on Nny!" they all said with a smile.

"I'm coming" he whispered with a pleased grin on his face

The reflection happily held out his hand for Johnny. Returning the excitement Johnny reached his hand out for his perfect world only to smash his hand into the mirror knocking it over and shattering it into a million pieces.

"No" he said quietly at first

"NO!"

Sobbing he walked away from the broken glass and sat himself at his desk and opened his journal.

Dear Die-ary,

I stared motionless before the mirror, as always, I stayed until I'm convinced that there is no glass, nothing, separating me from the room I see on the other side. I imagine that everything is different over there, better, there are people in that world, who I would like. But, like always, my hand hits the glass. I know that if I'd only waited one more second... Shit. I'm gonna go kill a party clown.

THE END