Sorry, that it took so long to write this (and some other things, but I didn't like them...). Well I like this story a bit..not as much as my other stories and I don't think it's that good honestly...I just hope the 2nd chapter's better. And YES it was my intention not to tell whom's POV this is. That's also the reason why I had to make it so short. (I apologize for that now^^) So I hope you'll have fun anyway. Love - Tya
‚Maerad…'
I woke up in my bed and stared at the ceiling blankly. I couldn't remember where I was or why I was there. The fire a few feet away from the bed was barely burning and just dimly lit the room. I stared at the flames for a long time before I stood up from the uncomfortable bed.
'I hate those dreams…' I said to myself, because no one else could hear me. No one else was there and it was my entire fault. I pulled the blanket around myself as I went through the cold room to the bathroom.
I stared at my reflection in horror. The scar on my chin was still aching and as I threw water into my face I saw blood dripping into the sink beneath me. I sighed and dried my face with the soft towel as a knock at the door caught my attention. I took the blanket from my shoulders and put on warm clothes before opening the door hopefully.
'Good morning young L-' The woman exclaimed happily and was cut off as she saw my chin and the not so happy look on my face. I shouldn't have come here telling everyone I have a high rank in my homeland, I would have time for myself if I would have used another disguise. I hate titles like Lady and Lord, I have no clue what was on my mind as I chose this disguise the night before. 'I…Is there anything I could get for you?'
'No, I'll get myself something to eat later. But for now I just want to be let alone here.' She bowed and I threw the door closed before she could say anything at all. I opened the curtains a bit and looked at the streets, so many people there but why wasn't....
'Oh please forgive me and find me my love.' I felt tears stinging in my eyes 'If you'd just know how much I love you, probably then you'd understand better.' But no one was there. No one could hear my words. I dropped the curtain again and fell onto the bed. Once again staring blankly at the ceiling until I heard footsteps in front of my door and a soft knock. I grumbled and made my way to open the door, no one there. On the floor was a food tray with toast, a plate with eggs, cheese and mushrooms and a glass with juice, probably grapes. I took it inside with me and put it on the table. As I sat down I also saw a small note beneath the plate.
'Our cook hopes you like it. We thought you should eat after drinking so much last night.' I shook my head and threw the paper against the wall before taking my fork and eating slowly with no appetite at all.
'Cadvan…'
I pulled my head up from the hard and empty food tray, again the same dream. 'Why did I even sleep now?' looking through the room and studying every inch I tried to get my mind off of the dream I just had.
Standing up I grabbed my cape from the chair and put it on before I took my things from under the bed and left the inn. Walking through the small town I looked at the shop windows and wondered if I find something for…well first I find my beloved friend I guess…I thought bitterly and someone ran into me before I even noticed there was someone else out here.
'Are you blind, you idiot?' The man was furious and said something about his suit being ruined because of me, but I barely listened to him…and soon enough he noticed it. I felt his hands on my shoulders shaking me out of my thoughts and looked into his eyes.
'What is it?' I grunted and his steel blue eyes had a strange look and lot's fire in them, if he was a dragon…I'd be in flames right now.
'It's "What is it, my kind Lord" if anything. Who are you? I never saw you here before.' Lord? This man? He didn't look like one at all. My name? I didn't think about that before, damn it. I have to make one up right now.
