Things like this are supposed to be black and white. Either Colby was a spy, in which case he was a traitor, and evil, or he was innocent, and this was all a big misunderstanding. But he admitted to it. Much as I try, I just can't believe it. I'm a profiler. I'm supposed to be able to predict human behavior.

Even looking back, I see only goodness. I tell myself it must be normal, to be in denial, to not want to believe it. I tell myself I just don't want to fail, not again. After everything that happened will I was gone, I just wanted to come back and have everything be normal. And for a day, it was. But then everything changed.

Now Colby is a traitor and David is withdrawn and Don is on a rampage. All this stuff seems so basic at face value, but it isn't. David acts like he cares about nothing but work, while inside he's heartbroken. Don just can't process betrayal on this level, so he's lashing out at everyone and everything. Those two I get.

But Colby. Everything, all the evidence, even his on admission, says that he is evil. But still I have doubts. Even after everything that has happened, everything I have seen and heard, I have such doubts.