This is an AU story. It started it out as a completely different story and then morphed into this.

This is something I've been working on for a while. It is not completely beta read. I have most of it written already but have ADD when it comes to typing or I typed it using voice recognition so anything completely weird that's there is b/c of that I've gone back a couple of times and reread it to check for that. Most of this story was originally written on sheets of handwriting practice paper and thought up while I was yelling at kids to keep their heads on their mats and sleep yes this is what your child's daycare teacher is doing during nap time.

Crossroads

one

She started out as a movement in the corner of m eye as I was washing dishes in Aunt Lila's kitchen. Nice fitting Levis and a white t-shirt with a hint of sports bra underneath. The water continued to run as my eyes were locked on the stranger whose dark cropped hair was matted down with sweat as she loaded up the red F350 with various sacks.
"Cousin Alex what cha lookin' at?" my toe headed cousin Jane stood next to me, our paths had hardly crossed in the past but on the rare occasional crossing I had always made it a point to stay far from her. Jane was the long awaited daughter of my mother's estranged older sister. Jane and Lila had never been very nice to me, and with 5 years between us me and Jane never had many things in common. I knew that if my visit had been under different circumstances that their behavior towards me would have remained the same. Her eyes followed my line of vision and landed on the object of my attention, "why are you lookin' at her, She's just the farm hand from the place next door."
I didn't care what she was just that she made my heart jump into my throat with just the site of her.
"Jane are you bothering Alex?" Aunt Lila scolded her, She had been walking on egg shells with me since I arrived knowing I held her fate in my hands. Lila and my mother had been estranged for quite some time. I had never gotten the full story and the family had an agreement whether spoken or not to never speak of it. What I did know was that Lila had done something to mother that she deemed unforgivable. It had been a huge surprise when after grandma's sudden death her will stated that she had left her entire estate to me. All 180 acres or working farm that I knew nothing about. It had taken me 3 months to get out to the farm and now I had 3 months to decide whether to keep it or not. It was stressful because whatever I decided would not only effect me but also Lila and Jane . I was supposed to start Graduate school I could not afford a farm that was barely breaking even.
"She was lookin' at Olivia you know the one who works for Amy Johnson," Jane told her mom, "Don't know why'd she be looking at her. She's just a dumb dyke."
I saw a flash of red and I grabbed Jane by her throat and pinned her against the wall. Jane's eyes were wide with surprise and fear as I held her in place. Aunt Lila was screaming. I stared directly into Jane's eyes, "Don't you ever say that word again, do you hear me?" and I let her go .
"Jane," Aunt Lila yelled, "Tell Alex you are sorry."
For the first time in her life Jane's Mother was not defending her she had a look of shock on her face. Jane muttered some apologies and then under her breath whispered, "And I bet you're one too." Just loud enough for me to hear. I gave her the evil eye. When I turned my attention back to the window Olivia was gone.

2

The nearest town to the farm was a little over 30 minutes of bumpy country roads away it claimed a population of 300 and it was the only place that my cell phone that he that hath reception so much for my Nationwide coverage. I cursed my phone company at the measly two bars of reception. At least in town and could access the Internet and a slightly higher speed than the 56 K dial up that there was at the farm. The town was literally just one row of businesses. The church, a school, a diner and a feed and seed general store/ gas station seemed to be the center of the community. It was the church that had brought Aunt Lila, Jane, and myself to turn on that Sunday. Aunt Lila was a very active member of the church so I decided to tag along for the ride in even though i knew that town would be deserted during the service and since there was no way I'd be attending the service I figured I'd just wander a bit. Jane raise a fuss about me skipping church before she realized that all her friends would be at the service so she wouldn't be missing anything.

I glanced at my cell phone and decided to give it a try and make a call to my best friend Payton. She answered. " O MG! Alex how are you hanging on out there," at least payton sounded happy to hear from me not many people did these days it seemed.

" girl you would not believe it if you saw it. I mean it is so beautiful but I feel like I'm a time travel the back to 1996. Barely any cell coverage sorry in advance if I drop your call. And I'm stuck on a dial up connection out at the farm and I can bearly the load facebook but it has its advantages. I've had a lot of time to think and write up mostly there's no Abigail and so even though my cousin is a huge pain in my behind not having to worry about abide makes it bearable. It's like a different planet here." I was rambling trying to get everything out before the call inevitably dropped them.

" do they know you're queer?" Leave it to Payton to be up front.

" it hasn't come up but it's not like I'm hiding it besides what are they going to do kick me out it's my land. Besides Lila has been all but worshipping me lately. Trying to convince me not sell a seriously haven't made up my mind yet." Beep beep call drop. " shit!" I cursed, " fucking time warp town."

" Is it really so different here" there was a voice coming from behind me. I swear I jumped 10 feet and when I saw who the voice belonged to I almost fainted, " sorry I didn't mean to startle you but I couldn't help overhearing your conversation." It was Olivia, " I grew up in an even smaller town this you couldn't even call it a town it was more of a compound I had to bust and at work and 1/2 to school both ways I've actually never been in a town bigger than this one. I'm Olivia by the way."

I wasn't sure I'd be able to speak if I open my mouth but I'd tried anyway, " I'm Alexandra but most people call me Alex. You wanna know how different where I come from is? How many people living around this area?"

" Well I would figure around 600 if you really push it and two of the smaller communities." She said.

" Well that's a doubt how many people graduated high school with me." I smiled. "And to top it off I haven't heard a dial up tone on a computer since I was about 11 and that's torture for me since at home my computer is never turned off, and my cell will never call drop a call either." I shook my head.

"I couldn't even imagine that," Olivia said, " don't think I'd like to live so close to so many people and I've never had much use for computers and round here most people use CB radios to communicate when they're away from home and phones."

"city life is an acquired taste I still think I'd like it better and here is my phone when get a decent signal," I smiled to myself.

" so can I ask you something?" Olivia said.

" sure" I answered.

" why aren't you in church?" She asked me.

" I could ask you the same thing," I gave her a sideways glance and a smile.

Our eyes locked and the question was left up in the air.

We set and chatted a few more minutes until someone called her way she said they were her employers. They looked like the biggest most stereo typical bull daggers ever it made sense that they would hire a hot young butch to work on the farm and around the house. I saw Olivia again a few days later when she stopped by my property to help with some project that I knew nothing about but invented a reason to be nearby. I was wearing denim shorts and tank top that showed a little extra cleavage on purpose to try to catch her eye I had the headphones in my MP3 player tucked inside my ears the music not playing in a mock attempt to look uninterested I was sitting on the railing of the front porch with one leg dangling over the edge and the other bent up at the knee and my extra dark sunglasses on so much eyes would be hidden, my plan was to watch as stealthily as possible, that was until Jane and one of the dumb friend showed up.

" hey Alex, what cha doin?" I pretended not to hear her but i knew she wouldn't give up so easily, " hey Alex!" She screamed and I saw some of the men and Aunt Olivia look up, " why are you sitting here aren't you hot?" The girl was practically screaming and I wanted to kill her. Then she lowered her voice to barely a whisper and said, " you're trying to get that girls attention aren't you?" Then she laughed. I watched ash and walked over to the workers said something and walked away. They all laughed and Olivia looked embarrassed but didn't look my way. Jane looked proud of herself.

So much for the planet thought I was ready to drag my sorry self back inside when I heard my name yelled, it was her. " listen don't worry about it people always feel the need to make inappropriate comments to me I didn't take her seriously."

"Wait, what exactly did she say?" Now I had to know.

" in her words she said that you want me to Fuck you behind the chicken coop." She quickly breathed out.

" oh my god! Are you serious?" I couldn't believe her, "I'm sorry every time I think she can't go any farther she surprises me again."

" please come around before you leave so we can talk some more." I asked.

"I don't know if I should people talk" she said.

" I don't care about people I Care about you..." When she still didn't look like she was going to agree I whined, " please," and gave her a smile.

" all right," she caved and I giggled. I wasn't one to giggle but it seemed to have an effect on her. When she returned to work the other men patted her on the back the scene to accept her but I felt that it was more to it than an easy acceptance.

Three

By the time the men had finished I had showered, shaved and put on a flower print dress. I had no expectations but I wanted to look nice for her I was sitting on the front porch with a cold beer and handed it to her. " so what did you wanna talk about?" she asked me.

" nothing special just talk," Olivia looked uncomfortable, " look let me be straight up with you," I said, " I like you I think you're nice person and I want to get to know you can you walk for awhile and just talk."

" but I'm dirty and sweaty," she said. I loved the way she looked after a day at work I would keep her that way forever if I could.

" I don't mind please." I smiled and we went off together strolling along the property till we came to a small area that had a group of the trees and a pond. We settled down in a soft patch of grass we talked about everything and nothing at the same time just enjoying each other's company. Slowly our hands intertwined in my head resting on her shoulder, slowly she reached an arm around me we sat in silence for awhile just staring off. i looked up at her face, I was starting to fall hard for her. " kiss me," I whispered and she did. She leaned forward until our lips met gently and i turned into her arm brace until I was straddling her legs and would not let her end the kiss I felt alive and my body was burning I pressed my tongue against her lips in an attempt to get her to open her mouth until this point she had been passive letting me set the pace of the kiss for once she opened her mouth she fought me for dominance which I'd gladly gave up. Her hands ran up and down my side her hands were rough from work and just the feeling of them against my arms was too much for me I could feel the wetness pooling between my legs, I moaned into the kiss. Her hands reached lower running under my dress up my thighs, "please," I whispered and her hands then ran up my inner thighs stopping just before reaching the place and really wanted them. I was whimpering your hands kept up the rhythm my hips were rocking forward my mouth was now leaving kisses along her neck "touch me" I whispered it was half between begging and a sob her fingers finally grazed me through the cotton of the underwear and I held back a cry.

" girl, youre soaked" she said, I buried my face deeper into her neck and she continued to touch through the barrier, " and you're shaved too? Ain't never met a girl did that."

" it makes it feel better" I was able to choke out and two fingers graze that under the elastic.

" stand up" she said, " I wanna take a look at this."

I did as I was told not believing I was about to do it I felt like I was a kid playing show me yours – and I'll show you mine had one leg on either side of her. I took a step back her hands reached up under my dress she brought my panties down I lifted my feet to get them all the way off, I was suddenly shy.

" lift up your dress" she told me.

" what if somebody?" I was nervous

" no one's gonna come round here," she assured.

Again I did as I was told slowly my skirt came over my head I closed my eyes. " so beautiful" I heard her say she put her hands on my behind and pulled me forward I gasped when I felt the press and kiss over my clitoris. " oh my god," escaped my mouth when I felt her tongue take the first swipe.

"God you taste good. So sweet" she said before she goes back in, she was being slow and building me up.

" please I want you inside me. I wanna hold on to you while I come." I pleaded, I climbed back onto her lap straddling her crossed legs. She didn't waste any time two of her fingers pushed inside me and I cried out all the gentleness of before was gone her fingers were pumping in and out and fast rhythm. " O god fuck me" was all I could get out she pushed in the third finger and I could feel myself stretching could feel the burn I cried out and push harder against her and held onto her tight and bit down her shoulder I felt myself tighten around her and then start a spasm and " oh god" I said again when I could talk. I didn't wanna move I wanted to feel Olivia inside me forever. I felt a shift under me I knew she must meet some kind of relief. " let me do something for you" I whispered. I knew from my past experiences with butch girls I had to be careful how I approached this. I was kissing down her neck running my hands up and down the back.

" you don't Gotta" she said, she moaned and I found a sensitive spot.

" I want to" I assured "you are so sexy I want you so bad I want to feel you come on me I'll do anything." That was the magic phrase she shifted us laying me back on the grass I stayed how she put me Olivia stood over me and peeled off her jeans and underwear she settled herself between my open thighs and could feel the scratchiness of her pubic hair against my newly shaved skin as she started thrusting into me. Our wetness was mingling together with each thrust of her hips she made contact with my clit. I knew I was gonna come again but I wanted to hold off I wanted to watch Olivia climax. Her face was contorting and she thrust harder. Finally she let out a cry and collapsed on top of me. We just laid like that for awhile be holding her our legs intertwined she was the one to finally move.

" the house is back that way" she said nodding her head was the direction we have come from. I hadn't made an attempt to move I was still on my back legs spread wide open and Olivia eyes doing their best to avoid me as she pulled her clothes on. I felt quite unlike myself I had never given myself so freely to another person. It had taken Abigail weeks to convince me to get into bed with her and even then I held myself back which had been the root of all of our problems. There was only one before her I thought I had loved her and I wasn't so sure anymore. Olivia extended her hand to me that i gladly took she pulled me up and gently straightened out my dress that I was sure was ruined she kicked a few stray leaves from my hair. " you better get back it'll be dark soon."

" aren't you coming with me?" I asked my voice sounded small.

" no, it'll be faster for me to go this way," she seemed nervous.

" when will I see you again," my voice and shaking.

" I don't think that's a good idea," she said.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. " I don't do things like this" and whispered, " I'm sorry I don't know the proper etiquette for fucking in a field," I was angry at myself for letting this happen I turned away when I felt a tear wet my cheek I started back towards the house. I heard her call my name but I didn't look back and started running, I didn't stop until i reached the front porch and even then I just threw the door open and practically flew up the stairs and into my room with a door locked I was finally able to get my emotions out this was all my fault I should've known better.