Hey guys I'm writing this on my iPod so sorry for mistakes and also this story is for my ex who broke up with me last last Monday :( this story is true and is about how a girl can get over a broken heart hope you like please read and reveiw

Chapter 1. Death of me

I think .. We should break up . Is all she said to get my heart to break there's no I'm sorry it's me not you just I think we should break up , and I couldn't even say a word all I did is nod an she walked away walked away from us walked away on me all the promises she made me all my kisses hug embrace handholding everything she just walked away from , I stood there for awhile watching her go , wanting to shout wanting to scream for her , but I didn't I watched her disappear to her next class and then walked to mine tears begging to fall but I wouldn't let them . I walked into my class . Eyes on me . My peers asking me what's wrong I shook my head and faked a smile and sat down not talking , arguing with myself trying not to break down finally as I could not take it anymore I asked to the teacher if I could go to the nurse saying I wasn't feeling good I was silenced with a hand wave and a reassuring smile my teacher knew I felt fine but the sea of tears forming in my eyes told her to bit fight it . I grabbed myself and ran . I ran to the tree where we first kissed and broke down crying trying to forget her forget all the memories I stayed there for almost 10 Mintues I think then I got up brushed myself off and went to the nurse , the nurse smiled at me seeing my red face and asking what's wrong I didn't reply I couldn't flashbacks of her where playing she called my mom and I went home I don't remember much after that but I know somehow I ended up here in my bed crying my eyes out throwing stuff and just breaking down . I finally calmed down a little bit and started writing

There's so many things I wished you knew , so many feelings I feel for you , so many tears I cried for you , so many hours wasted so many words unsaid this is it the end of you and me I see you everyday and when your close my heart beats faster and I'm so close to tears because I'm no longer yours ill never feel your hug your kiss your embrace your hand caressing mine again .. It's just all gone like a blink of a eye my hearts stolen because baby I'm missing you I fall in love to fast and too hard but I know your not like the rest your different

Rocky blue your going be the death of me ...

So how you like it? Please read and reveiw and tell me how you feel about it please and thank you there will be more if enough people like it or I have more to tell lol which I always do bye love you guys!