~*Raphael*~

You don't know how I am, you don't know how I feel.

All you see is my anger which is unreal.

I'm hidden behind my mask, so you do have to ask.

You may think I don't like you, I want you to know that's not true.

We may get into fights, I want you to know it's alright it's not your fault.

I often say things I don't mean, but I just want outta the lair I want to be free.

Please don't come after me I don't deseve your love, all I ever did was bring you down.

After all the times I have almost gotten you killed, I should just run away and jump off a hill.

You may tell me that you forgive me, but I don't beleive you.

I don't deserve to be a brother, I don't deserve your love.

I'm just gonna run, I've got to get away before I hurt you.

Please don't tell me to stay, I don't wanna see the tears on your face.

Tonight is the night, I'm going away It will be aright as long as you stay.

Tomorrow you will awake to find me gone, Promiss me you wont come after me.

Please take care of Mikey, He'll need someone.

Donnie wont last very long, he needs a better brother then I was please take care of him for me.

Master Splinter will be in tears,please tell him to stay here don't come after me.

All I've ever brought to this family was hurt and tears, so I'm leaving I'm not coming back here.

Right now I'm thinking of the good times we've had, of us telling dad how much we love him.

And all the games we used to play, when it was a boring day.

I used to be the shark and you would run.

Man was that fun, I'll say big bro we've had some fun days.

Please when you read this, don't be to upset.

Don't blame yourself, This is all on me.

Maybe if I was a better brother, I wouldn't have to leave.

As I lay this note down on your pillow, I just hope you don't awake.

I'm leaving now, and there's nothing you can say or do.

I'm sorry for the fights we've had, I just hope you forgive what I'm about to do.

I'm now leaving the lair, I'm going up the ladder.

Here I am on top of a building, I wonder where I should go.

Oh well I just wanted to let you know, I love you big bro.

I'm about ready to jump, I feel something on my arm.

I turn, there you are.

Did you not read the note, did you not see what it said?.

It read, Don't come after me please.

But yet here you are, your hand on my arm.

I turn to look at you, tears are running down your face.

Did I really cause this?, All I ever did was take up space.

You don't need me, why are you here?.

You turn to look at me, Eyes glittering in the light.

Please come home Raph, we need you!.

I couldn't live without our fights, or the nights we laugh at Mikeys stupid jokes.

Splinter would get ill and die, donnie would go and hide.

Don't go, come home!.

Please I need my little brother, we can't live without eatch other.

I looked into his teary eyes, and hugged him it seemed like the first time.

I love you big brother, was my reply.

I love you too, lets go home little bro.