Disclaimer: If Victorious was mine, I wouldn't have had to write this, because all we would have then is pretty Bade fluff.


.. What We Have Become ..

What have we become? You wonder every day. The two of you used to be the one thing at Hollywood Arts that never seemed to change. To remain steady and the same. Beck&Jade. Jade&Beck. One couldn't exist without the other and you didn't want to have it any other way. Being with each other was the only thing that mattered.

But look at you now. Look at what you were and what you are. What happened? Where did you go wrong? So many questions running through your head. So many damn questions. But where is the answer?

After three years of dating you know each other inside out. No secrets. No lies. At least you thought so up until now. Looking at your relationship now, you can see that the biggest lie was the one you both were living.

Even after three years of dating you are still madly in love. Lie.

Even though you seem to fight a lot, your relationship is happy. Lie.

Even though everyone has always doubted you, you will be there for each other no matter what. Lie.

Both of you are liars. Big and arrant liars. The sad part is that the ones you were lying to most were yourselves. Day by day. Glance by glance. Kiss by kiss. Lies, lies, lies. Your whole life and everything you have been relying on turns out to be a big, fat lie. And you're not intending to change it in any way.

What else are you supposed to do? After sticking together through so many things - pain and happiness and sorrow and joy and so much more - all you have left is each other. There's Beck&Jade and Jade&Beck but no place for anyone else. Your life is full of each other and so empty at the same time.

Your friends have boyfriends and girlfriends, go to parties, meet different people, date different people, they're trying, crying, are happy, have fun. They're making the most of their youth. And then there are the two of you.

You haven't even spared a thought about dating anyone else since you were fourteen. Beck&Jade, Jade&Beck. Who else would you need? And now you're seventeen, and even though you are still together, you feel lonelier than ever before and all that's left is a huge WHY.

Meaningless kisses, frigid touches and no idea where this is going or what the point is anyway.

Because that is what you have become.


A/N: Quite depressing and untypical for me, right? Blame Dan Schneider because he's the one who took all the Bade moments from us in season 2. All we get is fighting and time-outs and Jade without Beck and you name it. I MISS SEASON ONE SO MUCH IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. Please bring back the cute Bademance, Dan :'(

Reviews are welcome but... I kinda wrote this for myself, mostly. I had to vent a little and this was my way of doing so.