A/N - Just what I think could really have been going on while Harm and Mac are supposedly apart...
Disclaimer - I don't own JAG or Harm and Mac. But I wish I did...
Harm's POV
I really should have thought this though, when I was briefed on this mission. I was told it might be for a long time. But this has been on going now for 9 years. 9 long years. Having to pretend to be estranged from my wife. Only getting to see her and our daughter in sercret. Never getting to spend more then a few days with them, every few months. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I miss them. Now I'm having to face my wife on this screen and act like she's nothing more then a former work colleague.
I can see the longing in her eyes. She wants to talk to me as much as I want to talk to her. I can tell by her body language. When I hear her say "XO good to see you."
What I really wanted to tell her was 'How much I miss her. How I want to hold her - make love to her. ' But all I tell her is that "You look great" Not that you're still the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on.
I want to ask her about our sweet little girl. The promise I made to her, the one that I kept. I know I was wrong to agree to do this. I've missed out on so much. So many milestones in my baby girls life, ones that I will never get back. But I take solace in knowing that I gave my wife what I promised her.
Now standing her looking into her eyes, I can see everything she can't tell me out loud. I can see that both of them are ok. And that they love me as much as I love them. That will have to be enough for now. Maybe this will all be over soon. And I will be able to take my family in my arms and never let them go. This really is a "Difficult situation"
A/N - Should I do Mac's POV or leave it?
