The sorrow of a Señorita.

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I wonder what you are dreaming of. Do you know what has just happened to you? Do know whose arms you were just in? I hope you do. I know. I can smell his scent on you. I can feel the love that came from him as he looked into your eyes.

You are crying now. Are you sensing my sadness? Can you feel my fear of never seeing him again? I pray to God that we will be together soon.

Fernando, I need you! And you daughter needs a father!

I don't know how I can do this on my own. I wish he was here. Hector asked me again if I would marry him. But I can't. My love was just outside that door less then an hour ago, holding his daughter. I can not do that to him. I can't do it to myself.

I wish I had gotten a chance to see him. Feel his arms around me to. Kiss him, hold him and never let him go. I must admit I am envious of you my baby. For you got to se him.

Fernando, please come back to us!

Every hour we are apart I cry for you. I cry in silence. I cry for me and our baby. I cry for a future without you.

Sometimes I hate you, do you know that, Fernando? I curse the day we met. I curse the fact that I let you sweep me of my feet.

I hate, but I do not regret. Remember that.

I will take care of her, Fernando. I will teach her and love her for both of us. I will take her joys her sorrows.

But someday I hope to see you on my doorstep. My own sorrow will not stop until then.

I shall wait for you, Fernando. For a while at least. But if you find me old and wrinkled, then I have waited to long.

Come back to us Fernando. I need you! And your daughter needs you!