A/N:
HEY GUYS! SO, I AM BACK! I HAVE DECIDED TO WRITE ABOUT MY NEW OBSESSION: KLAINE. I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH! I HAVE TO SAY THAT READING FANFICTION ABOUT THEIR THEORETICAL ROMANCE IS ONE OF MY MANY GUILY PLEASURES, SO I DECIDED TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE VAST MAJORITY OF KLAINE STORIES!
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ANYWAYS, I AM SOOO EXCITED TO BE FINALLY GETTING THIS OUT! IT TOOK ME ABOUT 2 HOURS TO WRITE, SO TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS IF THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG…. YEAH IM TIRES. AS PER USUAL….
SOOOOOOOOO I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
Misguided Souls: Chapter 1
Kurt POV
I took a deep breath. This was it. The moment I had been waiting for, ever since I new this wonderful boy. I swallowed and stepped into the spotlight. I was about to sing a duet with his boyfriend for the whole school to hear. I smiled shakily at Aaron standing across from him.
We had been dating for 2 months now, and it was starting to get serious. We still hadn't told each other those three magical words, but I was sure it would happen soon.
I just wasn't sure if I would be able to say them without lying.
Sure, I liked the thought of loving my boyfriend, but I wasn't sure if it was love or not. I would just have to wait and see on the situation that we were in. I looked behind me at the other Warblers and caught Blaine's eye. Blaine smiled reassuringly and gestured for me to turn around and face the audience.
I took a deep breath and gestured to the stage manager to open the curtains to reveal all the Warblers and me and Aaron standing on bleachers. The Warblers began to sway and sing a capella.
I opened my mouth and began to sing with Aaron:
Don't go breaking my heart I couldn't if I tried
Honey, if I get restless...
Baby, you're not that kind
Don't go breaking my heart
You take the weight off me
Honey, when you knock on my door
I gave you my key
Aaron smiled at me, but I didn't see the smile reach his eyes. I frowned but quickly forgot about it as I kept singing.
Nobody knows it
When I was down
I was your clown
I started to get nervous. This was all wrong. I started to sweat and bumped over a line in the song. Aaron glanced his way but kept singing. I was forced to go on.
Nobody knows it
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
I gave you my heart
My voice cracked and everything stopped. The Warblers stopped singing and just stared. I was usually perfect. How could I have messed up? I blushed profusely and ran off the stage. I saw Aaron's face just before I left and it seemed… angry. Did he have any compassion at all for his boyfriend?
I felt tears coming on but quickly brushed them off of my eyes before they could fall. I heard Aaron running behind me but I kept running until I got to my dorm. Aaron followed me in.
Blaine's POV:
I was shocked beyond belief. Kurt had messed up. It just didn't seem to compute in my brain, for in my mind, Kurt was perfect in every way. One moment, Kurt and Aaron were singing a love song, while I was silently plotting Aaron's death, and the next, Kurt was running off the stage.
I would have ran after Kurt like Aaron did, but I was just too shocked to do anything of the sort. I just couldn't believe it. But, of course, Kurt was still perfect in my eyes but it was weird to see him waver like that. It had never happened before.
Now, I was plotting Aaron's death because, well, as I said, Kurt was perfect and I wanted him. I… I was in love with Kurt Hummel. I loved his smile, his sense of style, his laugh, the way he could always make me melt with joy inside.
Also, his deep sapphire eyes mesmerized me. They always seemed to light up when he was with me, but also when he was with Aaron. I was unbelievably jealous of that boy. Once I finally found my bearings, I set-off down the halls to find Kurt and make sure he was okay.
Kurt's POV:
I turned to Aaron in my room, only to see his eyes livid with anger. I was shocked at how much rage was in Aaron's eyes. It started to make me weary.
"I'm so sorry I messed up! I was just nervous! Ya know, about the people watching."
That was a lie. I was never nervous of the audience.
Aaron calmly closed my door and locked it. I looked at the door and then to Aaron and back again. What was going on?
"W-what are you doing?" I stammered.
Aaron suddenly slapped me across the face. I yelped and covered up my injured cheek, tears filling my blue eyes. Why was he doing this?
Aaron started speaking in a hushed voice, "You embarrassed me and your fellow Warblers. How dare you?"
Another blow to the face, this time a punch. I fell to the ground, shocked. I considered my options. Run away? Oh, shit the door was locked. Fight back? Nope, Aaron was so much bigger than I was. I sucked in a breath when I realized that there were no options left. I would just have to take it. I closed my eyes and stayed in the floor, curled up in a fetal position.
Suddenly, Aaron was carrying me over to the bed, and I could feel my hands being tied to the poles on either side. Oh god, please no… I thought I heard something by the door but quickly forgot about it when I saw the hungry look in Aaron's eyes. He stared at me and spread his body on top of mine, trying to take off all of my clothes. That was when I started to scream. But there was no point. Everyone was in the auditorium, listening to people sing.
Aaron hit me again, silencing me into small sobs that racked my body. I was not ready for this. Not at all. I could not hear anything else but Aaron's heavy breathing. Oh, it was disgusting to listen to.
I was waiting to give my virginity away to someone else. I had always thought that it would be to Blaine, before Aaron asked me out. I had felt uneasy about it, but finally said yes. Now I realized that I never loved Aaron. It was always Blaine.
Why did I have to realize that at that particular moment?
I tried one more time to scream for help before giving up.
"Help! Please! Oh, god, no! Please!"
My voice cracked and fell silent as Aaron put his hand over my mouth. I closed my eyes as tears fell onto the bed.
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SORRY FOR THE SADNESS! IT GETS BETTER IN THE NEXT CHAPTER, PROMISE! LUCKILY, I POSTED THESE UP AT THE SAME TIME, SO HOPEFULLY PEOPLE WILL READ ON!
ALSO, YOU MAY THINK THAT KURT IS ALWAYS THE "DAMSEL (WHAT'S THE GUY TERM FOR THAT? WHATEVER) IN DISTRESS" BUT I DON'T THINK SO. HE'S JUST LIKE THAT IN THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS… :)
I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP SOOO MUCH! I CAN'T LET SOMEONE "WHERE THE PANTS"! IT HAS TO BE EQUAL! 3333
ANYWAYS, I HOPE YOU LIKE IT SO FAR! READ ON AND PLEASE REVIEW! IT MAKES ME MOTIVATED AND HAPPY!
THANK YOU!
~KATE
