Okay this follows the Vietnam Timeline with Steve as a addict. This is a song he might have written about Soda's death and his own grief. As always I do not own The Outsiders

The memories flood my mind

I'm drowning and I can't seem to reach the shore

Hand me the preserver I need something to hold onto

Since you are here no more

It's so cold

I'm here alone

And the silence is killing me inside

Killing me inside

I'm all alone in my own dark world

And I can't seem to find the light

Where have you gone

Why have you left me fighting to survive

It's so cold

I'm here alone

And the silence is killing me inside

Killing me inside

And I know you're in a better place

I know there is no more pain

But I can't stop this jealousy while I'm still here in pain

I just want to be with you again

And the silence is killing me inside

Killing me inside