Okay this follows the Vietnam Timeline with Steve as a addict. This is a song he might have written about Soda's death and his own grief. As always I do not own The Outsiders
The memories flood my mind
I'm drowning and I can't seem to reach the shore
Hand me the preserver I need something to hold onto
Since you are here no more
It's so cold
I'm here alone
And the silence is killing me inside
Killing me inside
I'm all alone in my own dark world
And I can't seem to find the light
Where have you gone
Why have you left me fighting to survive
It's so cold
I'm here alone
And the silence is killing me inside
Killing me inside
And I know you're in a better place
I know there is no more pain
But I can't stop this jealousy while I'm still here in pain
I just want to be with you again
And the silence is killing me inside
Killing me inside
