AN: I am writing for what I think is going through his head...I am currently working on the next episode Brittany/britney and I will try to post as soon as possible...please leave reviews...maybe thoughts of what you think was going through his head during this episode. Love your readers.
Puck sat in his truck trying to just get enough energy to get out. Hit had bee a long, tough summer. With Quinn, cutting him out of her life after school ended, he focused his summer on his pool cleaning business and those cougars. It was hard letting Quinn go. She wanted her life back that she had before Beth, before him. After everything he had put her through, he knew it was the best thing to do.
Stepping out of his truck, Puck takes in his surroundings. He begins in junior year...alone, lost, not really sure how it was going to be to see her again. How it was going to be to see any of them again. Finn had spent the entire summer with Rachel. There was a few night that he cam over to play video games, but he could tell there was still tension between them. Mike was away at Asian camp with Tina and didn't real from him at all. Well there was this one text about kissing Tina. Puck remembers smirking as he read it. There might have bee a few times where Santana called for some loving. He obliged to her needs, might as well take care of his too.
School seemed like a blur. First day back and everything he was trying to push away was surfaced. Jacob Ben-Israel and his stupid interview with every glee member. Why did he have to bring up the fact that Puck wasn't over Quinn? He had been trying all summer to get over her. Over giving up Beth, over the fact he told Quinn that he loved her and didn't get anything in return. He wanted to punch Jacob for bringing it up, instead he ignored it, pushing the camera out of his face.
He sits in Glee Club later that afternoon, trying to listen to what Mr. Schue is saying about no one wanting to join. He wasn't sure what else he was saying. He was not sure he really cared right now. He looks to his right ans see her sitting on the far side of Finn. She is wearing a white dress, hair pulled out of her face with barrettes, yellow one. Curling cascading(wow did he actually think that word) down her face. Ballet flats on her feet. He had forgotten just how truly beautiful she was.
Mr. Schue wanted them to find new members, because of Matt's transferred. Being in Glee Club was hard enough, trying to find people ot join that was going to be hard, even Puck knew that. Hell the only reason he joined was to be closer to Quinn. Along the way it just became fun. He would never admit it out loud.
Puck tries to focus on what's taking place in front of him. Will mention something about Nationals being in New York this year. Sounded cool. He said that they were going to show the student body just how much fun Glee Club really was by performing tomorrow. Puck figures there was only one song that could really fit.
Busting it out in the courtyard was great, but the response was horrible. No one even cared about their performance. Yep, Glee Club truly still sucked according to the school. Finn had told him that Rachel and him were going to try and put up sign up sheet around the school. He knew it was going to work. The school thought they were jokes. Could anyone blame them. They did just place last in Regionals only months ago.
Not only was he struggling with Glee Club, but no he had to worry about football and a new coach. Boy, was she tough. She didn't buy pizza though, that was cool, well after she cut everyone from the team. After four slices of pizza and then wind sprints, he was positive he was going to puke. But he didn't and got his spot back on the team.
Puck, Finn, Artie, and Mike are sitting in the choir room the next day, talking to the new kid about joining Glee Club. Dude looked too pretty and his mouth was huge. Puck thinks to himself. It was hard for Puck not to stare at his huge mouth while he talked.
"My name is Sam Evans. I like comic books, sports. I'm dyslectic, so my grades aren't that good, but I'm working on it," Sam informs the guys.
"Dude, your mouth is huge," Puck expresses. "How many tennis balls can you fit in there?" He continues to stare in awe.
"I...don't know. I've never had any balls in my mouth," Sam says, before leading a little forward. "Have you?"
Puck smiles. He likes this kid. No afraid of anything. He could sing too. Killing Travis McCoy's Billionaire, he was a perfect addition to the Glee Club. Puck was happy that Sam had agreed to come back to show the club. He also heard through the grapevine that Rachel had found someone to come addition too. So maybe everything was going to be okay with the club, with this year. He still really hadn't talked to Quinn thought. Third day back to school and the only time he saw her was during Glee rehearsals. He had to do something. After everything they've been through, she had to fell something for him. He couldn't think of her right now. Football practice had been physically draining and adding Quinn to all that would make him nonfunctional.
He was making small talk with Sam when they entered the lock room that afternoon. Hew as surprised to fin his coach in tears. She said that it was because of their football states, but he was sure that there was something more to it. Cause she exploded on Finn, when he tried to get Artie on the team.
"Hey, Coach...this is Artie. He would like to try out for the team," Finn explains wheeling his friend into the locker room.
"You screwing with me?" Coach expresses hurt.
"NO, no...absolutely not," Finn defends. "We frigure that if I push him down the field fast enough the..." he points at Artie for the right word.
"Centrifugal force," Artie answers.
"You're out!"
Find looks confused, "Wait, what...wh..what?"
"You're off the team. CUT! OUT!" she explains even more upset. "You com in here, pushing a kid in a wheelchair, making me look like some kind of monster cause I have to tell him he can't play."
"No, that's not what was going on," Finn begins to explain.
Puck watches the scene get out of hand. Something was going on with the coach. Finn did get out of line calling her "DUDE!", but still hew as only trying to help Artie.
Did Puck hear right? She was back on the squad. He heard it the next morning as he entered the school. And what he saw happen next between many heads of students, Santana didn't like it that Quinn was back on top. He watched the girls exchange shoves and words.
"You did this to me. You told Coach Sylvester about my summer surgery," Santana screams.
"You have a surgery when you get your appendix out. You got. A. Boob. Job." Puck watches her through back.
"Yeap, sure did!" Santana expresses slapping Quinn across the face.
He wanted to do something but he knew she could handle herself.
"You can't hit me!" she yells back.
"Well, sure I can." Santana throws her sassy words back. "Unless you got yourself knocked up again! SLUT!"
Puck hated that about himself. He hated that he had destroyed her rep. That it was always going to be apart of her. He watched as they exchanged shoves, watched Mr. Schue split them up. Santana yelled something. He wasn't sure. He needed to leave. Looking at Quinn in that Cheerios uniform was too much. It brought back too many memories that he didn't want to deal with. Even thought he had too. It had to be today before she gets too far gone. Summer had already took three months from them. That Cheerios uniform and her popularity wasn't gong to let him back in.
Later that day as he leans against the piano, waiting for new people to join Glee Club, he kept taking glances at her. No one showed up, which was kind of surprising, cause Puck was sure that Sam was going to be there. Sam had told the guys that he was. Everyone started to leave the choir room and Puck finds Quinn walking next to him. Now was his chance.
"You fell better being back in the uniform?" he questions.
She nods, "Yeah."
He wasn't really sure what to day. He was hoping for more fromher.
"Quinn," he was going out on a limb.
She stops next to her locker, "Listen, I know you've been distanct this summer, but..." she hesitated. "You scare me." Puck smiles. "And there was so much I need to deal with on my own." Puck nods. "But I really like you.
Puck's smile, turns into a smirk. This was his opening, but he wasn't sure what to say or do. "Quinn, you already know how I feel about you. So.." He know that she will never be as physical as she was with him the first time, but she has to know that he had needs and being with him meant that they had to be taken care of. "So I was maybe thinking that we could try again." Quinn smiles, but it disappears as he goes on, cause he knew that this year was about her. But everything had to be laid down. "Just let me get to third base a could time a week."
And there was the Puck that scared her that she knew, that she didn't want back. Sex, it's what got them in trouble in the first time, she could let it happen again. He watches as she shakes her head and leaves him alone at her locker. He sighs leaning up against the lockers. He was trying to be honest and she still shot him down. He was hoping that it wasn't going to be like this all year. HE didn't know if he could take it.
Rachel Berry is a manipulative bitch. She sent a potential member of the club to a crack house. She was scared of Sunshine's talent, afraid that the new girl was going to steal her spotlight, but what she didn't understand was that they need Sunshine to be complete. Sam had chickened out according to Finn. Mr. Schue told Rachel to fix her mistake and that's what led them to the auditorium that afternoon. Quinn was so close to him, but he didn't say anything. Her presence was enough right now. It was all he had, cause he knew that she was slipping away.
Sunshine sang beautifully. He kinda knew why Rachel was so scared. Her voice was amazing. But they only had her for a short period of time. She transferred to Carmel High to be part of Vocal Adrenaline. Sue got made at Will and told the new coach of the club about Sunshine, and the rest was history. Puck and the club were extremely upset with Rachel for putting Sunshine through the crack house ordeal. They knew that if it didn't happen, Sunshine would have probably stayed.
First week of school was difficult not just on him physically but emotionally. He was pretty sure that Quinn was gone for good, but he was sure that she missed him just as much as he missed her. If not, at least they both were trying to deal with Beth. And Beth was the connection to Quinn that he would always have.
