This is from Dean's POV after Sam leaves at the end of Good God Y'all.
I Love You Still
I watch as you walk away from me, my heart a tangled mess.
I want to call out and stop you, but that wouldn't be for the best.
I wipe my eyes as tears begin to fill them and threaten to fall.
I grab my chest as it constricts, another brick put up in the wall.
I blame myself for leaving you behind, for being all too weak.
I blame myself for leaving you with only a demon's comfort left to seek.
I sit there and my mind fills with the echoes of the past years pain and lies.
I feel my soul shatter some more as the fraying continues of our ties.
I hold my head in my hands the sorrow causing me to question my life.
I close my eyes as I try to block out the images of moments we shared in strife.
I blame you for not being able to move on without me, for being all too weak.
I blame you for choosing over me, the demon whose comfort you were left to seek.
I find myself in a position I never thought I would be, standing all alone.
I find myself resisting the urge to call and beg for you to return back home.
I have failed in all that I have set out to do, but most of all in saving you.
I pray that someday I can make it up to you that someday I'll get the chance to.
Until we meet again my brother and I promise with all that's in me, we will
I have one request, one truth I want for you to cling to, I love you, still.
