A/N: This is my very first fanfic, so please be gentle with me…
Oh, and grammatical error and typo everywhere cause my English sucks…
Either way, please enjoy and don't forget to review …
Disclaimer: I don't own VK, though I desperately want Zero for myself…
The Only Reason for Living
: Preface :
Inner Thought
People always say that I'm gloomy…
I'm short-tempered, I'm sulky…
I'm sullen and moody…
And about all of that, I quite agree…
My personal thought?
They're right, I'm pathetic…
My life was just a sad, sick joke…
It started with shallow sappiness and fake smiles…
Everybody acted like I'm normal and nothing was wrong with me…
Every single day I'd got lies, shoved down my throat,
and I gladly, innocently accepted all of them…
Until the day I realized, the truth about me that everybody desperately tried to hide…
The truth about my condition…
When it happened…
My world shattered into sharp pieces of crashed glasses…
They tore and sunk into my flesh, causing pain and agony…
My dreams had turned to ashes and dust…
Blown far away by the wind…
I could do nothing about the fresh blood that trickled down my body,
from my deep opened wounds…
I could do nothing about so many tears that flowing down my cheeks…
All I could do is clenching my hand tightly to my chest…
And kept on struggling for dear life…
While thinking about the most important thing in my life…
Desperately keeping it in my head, as my source of sanity…
Even for me, this filthy unworthy creature…
A most important thing, a reason for living was exist…
This something— someone — is the only reason,
Why did I endure all he pain…
Running with all that I had to escape the death just for a second or two…
Why I wanted to live a little longer…
But still, I wouldn't go beyond the limitation…
I knew how my body had suffered enough,
just to extend my life for even just one day…
Every single day I pushed it harder…
I forced myself to be strong, but still…
I knew it wouldn't last long…
And so I wouldn't ask much…
Just to have her by my side, the day I'd leave this unfair world…
The day I'd embrace my afterlife…
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