This is my first fanfic, please don't go to hard on me!

Chapter 1,

The real me

"..."-Speech

'...'-Telepathic (Reading and talking in someone's mind)


"You... don't... want me?"

"No."

I stared, uncomprehending, into his eyes. He stared back without apology. His eyes were like topaz-hard and clear and very deep. I felt like I could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could I see a contradiction to the word he'd spoken.

"Well, that changes things." I was surprised by how calm and reasonable my voice sounded.

It must be because I was so numb. I couldn't realize what he was telling me. It still didn't make any sense.

He looked away into the trees as he spoke again. "Of course, I'll always love you... in a way.

But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because

I'm... tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human." He looked back, and the icy planes of his perfect face were not human. "I've let this go on much too long, and

I'm sorry for that."

"Don't." My voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "Don't do this."

He just stared at me, and I could see from his eyes that my words were far too late. He already had.

"You're not good for me, Bella." He turned his earlier words around, and so I had no argument. How well I knew that I wasn't good enough for him.

I opened my mouth to say something, and then closed it again. He waited patiently, his face wiped clean of all emotion. I tried again.

"If... that's what you want."

He nodded once.

My whole body went numb. I couldn't feel anything below the neck.

"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much," he said.

I wonder what he saw on my face, because something flickered across his own face in response. But, before I could identify it, he'd composed his features into the same serene

mask.

"Anything," I vowed my voice faintly stronger.

As I watched, his frozen eyes melted. The gold became liquid again, molten, burning down into mine with an intensity that was overwhelming.

"Don't do anything reckless or stupid," he ordered, no longer detached. "Do you understand what I'm saying?"

I nodded helplessly.

His eyes cooled, the distance returned. "I'm thinking of Charlie, of course. He needs you.

Take care of yourself-for him."

I nodded again. "I will," I whispered.

He seemed to relax just a little.

"And I'll make you a promise in return," he said. "I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed."

At last I can go back home, not with Charlie but New York, Winchester the place I have lived at for 10 years. I was eight years old when I discovered I could shape-shift, telepathic skills and had claws come out from between my knuckles. I couldn't control them at first I was shifting into a puppy and then back to my original self , my claws will come out their was always blood and I would faint at the sight then I would get migraines from hearing everyone's mines all at once, but then my saviour came and knocked on my door.

I was in the living room when the Professor came all he did was stare at me and then I felt a prick in the back of my head 'Isabella there's no need to be scared of your gift, I am Charles Xavier and I have a Institute that I would like you to come to, you will have a normal education of course but you will be able to learn to control your powers and use them freely' I jumped as the Professors soothing voice startled my thoughts.

'No one will hurt me will they?' 'No, I will make sure of that' "Isabella I think your mother has something to tell you, before you pack" He said out loud, I looked at Renee. "I'm not your mother, your adopted your real name is Isabella Kayla Silverfox Wolverine not Isabella Marie Swan" I had tears in my eyes when she finished talking. I was adopted. Renee and Charlie aren't my parents. 'Isabella they will always be your parents even if you are not theirs by blood' I ran upstairs this is to much to take right now. "AHHHH" my head started to pound so painfully as I heard everyone's minds. The last thing I see is my mom sitting next to me and the professor behind her as my sight goes and then blank.


I know this is a short chapter but hopefully the next chapter is longer

I hope for some reveiws to see what ideas I could use to write for the next chapter or have someone help me with the storie XD

LostVampyre

(Lizzy)